TEXTS | BTS

(28) Part IV

BTS as your boyfriend.

not a text, but what I think their reaction would be to you breaking up with them.
continued series
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Kim Namjoon

"so, you want to break up with me?"

he wasn't paying attention to you at all, at all. he didn't know about the game you were playing; well he did because you both are playing it together.

trying to get each other to cry, you both don't cry easy; so you two thought it would be fun to cry and do. and here you are, telling him you want to break up with him and he has no emotion towards you.

"do you even care about us?"

he stopped pushing buttons on the remove control and turned towards you.

"of course I do angel."

he planted a kiss on his forehead, you were hoping he's forgotten about the game as you've both stopped trying for about three months.

"then why don't you care at all!"

you began shouting so that he would see how serious you were being...well acting to be. you saw that this caught his attention because he turned towards you sharply, putting down everything he's been doing.

"are you being serious right now?"

"well what do you think?"

you sat up from beside him looking straight into his eyes hoping he wouldn't see the laughter that was dying to come out.

"you really want to leave me?"

you hoped that you heard a little voice crack as he said that sentence, but you weren't sure.

"I think it would be best for us both."

his face became red, he looked like he was going to cry. this is it, he was going to cry and you were, dare you say it, happy about it.

"you can cry joonie."

yes you said it, mocking him almost.

"you don't get to call me that anymore."

your heart almost broke, he was actually taking this seriously and you didn't care to think about that. he's an amazing boyfriend and you may have just taken it too far.

"I need to go to the bathroom."

he left to the bathroom, you ran over feeling very bad for what you did. you hated what you've done.

"Joonie baby, I'm sorry. I didn't mean it."

but just as you were leaning across the bathroom door you heard it, those victory sniffles. you heard the door lock click indicating that he was coming out of the bathroom.

"you can't live without me. who would feed the cat when you forget? your mums in hospital you need me to give her the cakes you bake every morning before work. you work in the bighit entertainment building, you can't go without seeing me and you wouldn't want to see me but you will y/n, you will. you need me, I need you."

he holds your face in his hands and you stare into his red puffy eyes which gives away the fact that he was crying.

"please let go of me Namjoon."

"never."

he gently whispers towards your lips as he was that close to you. he placed a gentle kiss on your lips which tasted like tears.

"I win babe."

his expression changed from confusion to relieve to humour.

"I hate you."

he laughed gently as his eyes shut tightly while he laughed.

"I love you too."

~ 17/12/17

11:58pm

I made it, this counts as posting twice in a day.

don't you love me?