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(19) Part I

BTS as your boyfriend.

You find out they have depression.
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*triggering*

Hyung Line ~

Seokjin

You: Hey baby

Oppa: hi

You: um okay

You: do you wanna go watch a movie

You: I'm craving popcorn

Oppa: you can ask jungkook

Oppa: hes better

You: better than what?

Oppa: nothing

You: Seokjin

You: I love you

Oppa: why?

You: what does that even mean

Oppa: I'm not worthy of your love

You: baby what?

Oppa: what do you not understand y/n, I wanna die. my life is a shit hole, I'm the oldest yet I act like a fucking kid and no one takes me seriously. I can't a shit amount of lines because I'm untalented, I should just leave. I'm not even the leader of the group, what does that mean? I might be beautiful, but that doesn't make up for all the flaws that I have. I'm a mess. don't love me, okay?

You: why didn't you tell me

Oppa: you'd freak out

You: I'm coming over okay?

Oppa: I'm sorry

You: don't be

You: I love you

Yoongi

You: don't lie to when I ask you this

Mr D: okay

Mr D: what's up

You: why do you have all those scars on your leg

Mr D: I told you

Mr D: Seokjins cat

You: I asked Seokjin

You: he said his cat died

You: ...two years ago

Mr D: babe

You: why didn't you tell me?

Mr D: I don't know

Mr D: I just don't know, I'm not good with talking

You: what if I book you an appointment

Mr D: I don't want to go

Mr D: please

You: I'll go with you okay?

You: dw babe

You: I love you, alright?

Mr D: I love you too

Hoseok

Hoe: I need to talk to you

You: I'm all ears

Hoe: I need you to come over

You: what's it about?

Hoe: I when to the doctors with my sister

Hoe: I have depression

You: I'll be ten minutes

You: don't do anything

You: stay there

You: I love you forever

Hoe: forever more

Namjoon

You: love myself

You: love yourself

Nams: ?

You: I know you don't love yourself

Nams: it's not a big problem

You: yes it is

Nams: I'm not a big issue

You: you're my issue baby

Nams: I'm sorry

You: don't apologise

You: you're an angel

Nams: I love you so much

You: next time talk to me

~ 3/11/17

why do I feel like I put some of myself in this?

I hope they don't ever feel like that, I know yoongi does already but I hope he's okay. I love all of them so much my heart.

I will update again tomorrow cause I've been shitty with updates.

random question

where do you think I'm from? (like ethnicity)