TEXTS | BTS

(41) Part V

BTS as your boyfriend.

series: them finding your old self harm scars for the first time.
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"he said he'll be your stylist."

"that doesn't mean he has to be in the dressing room with me, undressing me!"

you almost screamed thinking about your boyfriend being your stylist for the concert you were going to hold less than thirty minutes away.

"maybe because he's your boyfriend?"

Hoseok sat in front of you kicking his feet up on the table, he removed the lollipop in his mouth looking at it slightly before putting it back in slowly allow it to make the pop sound.

"you're gross."

"I'm gay."

"that doesn't mean you can't be gross."

he eyed you before smiling. he removes his feet from the table sitting back on his chair with his legs open.

"you know what?"

"what?"

you begin to start scratching your head worried about this whole thing which Hoseok is not helping in.

"you right."

"why? why am I even asking I don't care."

"you talk down to your oppa, huh?"

your eyes throw lasers into his head as you glare at him, you never thought of him as an oppa because he's so childish. however, you really should because your a 96' liner.

"sorry."

"sorry?"

he says expecting something else afterwards.

"sorry, oppa."

you mumble the last word.

"would you listen now?"

leaning against the wall looking at the clock, you nod to him indicating that you're listening. you are wondering what time seokjin is going to come and 'dress' you.

"as I was saying, you're right? want to know why?"

"oh my god, what?"

"because Yoongi said I'm dirty. real dirty. that's makes me gross right?"

his tongue sticks out as he running it over his bottom lip, then rolls the lollipop stick in his mouth.

"I don't want to know about your sex life."

"but it's better than yours."

"is that a question?"

"statement, seokjin says nothing about his sex like. must be boring."

he sings 'boring' while standing up putting his jacket on, he's one of your backup dancers which you are so glad some of BTS agreed to dancing for you.

"we just don't like talking about it."

"do you even know what cum taste like?"

he laughs at his own joke before pulling out his vibrating phone.

"Is that seokjin?"

"no, it's my baby. yes jagi?"

he walks out of the room answering yoongi's phone call.

"where is he?"

you mumble to yourself, pulling out your phone ready to call him before the door slams open again.

"oh shit, I'm so sorry babe."

seokjin rushes over to you placing a kiss on you forehead.

"you're so late."

"I know, but I have a great outfit."

you push him away from you a little.

"how about I dress in the other room."

"are you uncomfortable being naked around me? I know we haven't had sex yet but I won't ju-"

"It's not that."

you figured you should tell him, during the song change you won't have time to being changing in another room.

"what is it?"

making sure to close the door first, you remove your shirt leaving you in just your bra revealing your multiple scars all over your body.

"oh."

is all he said before a tear rolls down his cheek; his hand quickly removes the tear.

"I know, you must think I'm so ugly."

"never, if anything this has made me love you more."

you smile trying to make yourself feel better before lifting your shirt to cover yourself again. seokjin quickly pushes your hand down harshly before backing you up against the wall.

"I knew there was a reason why you didn't want to sleep with me."

"well, I am a little worried I'm not good enough as well."

his hands roam your body before landing on your hips.

"you'll always be good enough for me."

~ 31/3/18

I have nothing to say lmao

I'm just really bored

and I need to pee

also, do gifs not show anymore ??

I love you babies

you all so sexy