TEXTS | BTS

(29) Part VI

BTS as your boyfriend.

not a text, a series of BTS saying I love you for the first time.
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Jung Hoseok

"Mr Jung Hoseok?"

you head shot up as did hoseok's, you both looked at the lady standing up as you knew what she was going to say next.

"right this way."

Hoseok was crying, sobbing into your shoulder and you had to keep him upright. you had to be strong in this moment because he was so weak right now.

you both followed the lady as she led you both into her office inside the hospital, Hoseok been checked and now you need to hear the results.

"Jung Hoseok, correct?"

Hoseok just nodded but she didn't see as she was looking down at her paper, so you spoke up.

"yes."

"and you are?"

she looked straight at you which quite frankly is making you nervous.

"Y/F/N."

"your relation to him?"

"girlfriend."

"fiancée."

Hoseok corrected you, yet it was the whole truth as he only proposed to you yet you held it off because you are young.

the real reason is he hasn't said he loves you yet, you can't get married to someone that you don't love can you?

"well, good news is that you can have children Hoseok."

you really didn't understand why he was crying, he worked himself up about the possibility of not being able to have kids; he wasn't even sure about it.

"oh thank god."

"I told you that you were overreacting."

"but it needs to happen soon because your sperm count is decreasing."

the doctor finished which hit us both, he needs to have them soon if he wants them. he's only 23 and your 22 why would you want to have a child so soon?

"so I have to have them now if I want them?"

"yes."

Hoseok stormed out of the room completely annoyed, you ran to comfort him. was he not just crying two minutes ago? now he's pissed.

"Hoseok, wait up!"

"no!"

he doesn't stop until he gets into his car slamming the car door shut, you hope that he doesn't lock the door which he didn't luckily.

"what's wrong?"

you asks as you get in the car.

"don't ask me such as stupid question."

"I'm going to ignore that as I know you're angry."

"why does this have to happen to me?"

"you can still have kids Hoseok."

he looks straight into your eyes as you see the tears welling up.

"I want them with you."

"I'm too you-"

he hits the steering wheel as you jump in your seat from the shock.

"that's my point, I know you don't want too!"

"well do you right now?"

"yes I do, because I love you."

fuck off he did not just say that he loves you, that was it to make you know that you were ready to have kids with this man. he made you feel special in every way and this was the truth.

"you do?"

he held your hand looking no where else but in your eyes.

"I would love to have a child with you, I don't care what time we do or where we do as long as it's yours."

you thought of something, you've always been a little risky it's your thing.

"right now, here."

"what?"

"it'll be fun."

you were practically jumping in your seat as you said this to him, you began removing your shirt as hoseok's eyes dropped down to your chest.

"what are you talking about?"

of course you've never had sex with him before, so he was pretty excited to see your breast.

"fuck me in the back of this car."

you pulled his hand as you moved to the back of the car, his hand grabbed your ass which you turned around looking at him.

"sorry, was getting my grip."

he sends a wink your way running his hands through his hair which makes you a bit wetter in your heated area.

"I love you."

you smash your lips against his and his hands began to wonder.

~ 23/12/17

there's a party going on today and my mum won't let me go that sucks. all my friends are going.

I'm so tired

my tv stopped working wtf two days before Christmas what am I meant to do omg I can't see Jungkook on a big screen

with the help of everyone else I have decided to end this book at 1,000 parts 😂

I'm kidding I have no idea when I'm ending this

Joshua Hong's Birthday is soon

Kim Taehyung's Birthday is soon

their birthday is the same day it's like I have to pick between the two 😭😭

I LOVE YOU