(41) Part III

754 41 11
                                    

BTS as your boyfriend.

series: them finding your old self harm scars for the first time.
______________________________________________________________________

you were so stinky, and smelly that a shower was in serious need. everyone was out of the house, well only you and your boyfriend live here but he was training wouldn't be back until four he said.

your hands reached for your phone on the counter table but you couldn't feel it.

"shit."

deciding to just have a shower and find your phone when your boyfriend calls, you made your way to the bathroom.

showered.

got out the shower.

stood right in front of the mirror.

"I'm so ugly."

you hated feeling ugly, talking down on yourself or anything like that but it just comes out sometimes. there are days when you completely feel yourself and nothing can tell you otherwise.

but straight out of the shower, you never really are feeling yourself. you sigh heavily, before pulling the bathroom door open and leaving.

"holy mother of sh-"

"oh shit y/n!"

Jimin covers his eyes as he sat on the bed opposite the bathroom; you've never slept together before being a new couple you haven't really done anything.

you ran back into the bathroom and locked the door, you could feel tears welling in your eyes. this is what you feared, him seeing you naked.

"y/n? babe. open the door please."

a small cry left your mouth and you quickly covered your mouth to prevent anymore. you were now sobbing heavily, uncontrollably.

"baby, I need to talk to you. please, you can come out in the towel if you need too."

"I don't think I can face you anymore."

"do you want to come out with your face covered?"

you giggled lightly, still crying however.

"I saw them."

clearly, you have no idea what he's talking about as you figured maybe it was your breast. your cheeks burned up thinking about it.

"how did you have enough time to see them?"

a pause.

"there was so many."

then it hit you. you stood up grabbing a towel wrapping yourself before opening the door coming face to face with Jimin; tears still falling slowly.

"I'm sorry Jimin."

he didn't say a word as he just grabbed you pulling you into an embrace. you cried into his shoulder covering your face with your hands.

"don't ever hurt yourself again. you're so beautiful, you're amazing, you're mine ju-"

his voice broke as you could hear him crying softly while holding you.

"I'm so sorry Jimin."

"stop apologising, I just want you to know that you're beautiful."

he placed a kiss on your temple.

"okay but I need to pee, I was waiting for you to get out."

~ 30/3/18

park jimin.

I don't have much to say.

sorry that I started writing something different during this series, I will do it again though just so we don't get too emotional.

I'm so tired, sad, happy, everything omg. I'm so confused.

how are you?

I'm just so sad right now, why? I'm so confused.

does anyone know infinite? I'm in love with Sunggyu, what a shame he's 29 years old and I'm 16 for fuck sakes.

In love completely

Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.

In love completely.

I really want to marry him, omg

Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.

I really want to marry him, omg

I love you guys
thanks for 100k reads again
and 99 followers

I love you guys thanks for 100k reads again and 99 followers

Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
TEXTS | BTSWhere stories live. Discover now