TEXTS | BTS

(41) Part VII

BTS as your boyfriend.

series: them finding your old self harm scars for the first time.
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you throw a shoe in his direction, but he ducks just in time to miss it.

"you're a crazy bitch."

he sneers at you before walking away from you, however he walks backwards scared to turn his back on you.

"don't call fucking me a bitch."

you were angry, you hated what he did. no he didn't cheat, but it might as well be seen as cheating.

"then what are you princess? you're acting like a bitch."

you lift your leg removing your left shoe throwing it at his head again, this time he didn't duck he caught it in his hand dropping it to the floor.

"how dare you?"

"I didn't do anything with her!"

"then why did she call you jagi?"

he just stares at you, he's stopped moving away from you but he hasn't moved any closer. you try to calm yourself down but the fact that he didn't answer your question made you more angry.

"I don't know."

"oh come on!!"

you tried to find something else to grab but the closest thing was a cup, you didn't want to kill him. you turn around to try and see if there was anything behind you.

you heard his footsteps and you attempted to turn around but he stops you by hugging you from behind.

"baby, please calm down."

you melt in his arms, slowly turning to face him before burying your face in his chest. his hands hold you close to him, you can feel his heart beat moving quickly. he wasn't scared, he was nervous.

"why are you nervous, Hoseok?"

"because you're really angry at me, I don't want to lose you."

his grip on you was getting tighter as he continued to hold you. his heart beat wasn't slowing down either, you were worried that he was going to have a heart attack at this rate.

you pull away from him holding his face in your palms, you could see he was really worried as his mouth was making the ㅅ shape. he looks likes he's going to cry almost.

"I'm pissed at her to be honest, the anger just came out on me and I had no one else to take it out on. I'm not going to leave you baby."

you move your hand to feel his heart, you see that it has calm down a little. he rest his forehead on yours staring straight into your soul.

"I love you."

"I love you too. but I'm going to have to leave you right now."

"wait what? why?"

"to find that bitch and kill her."

he chuckles as you remove yourself from him marching to your shared bedroom looking for your bat.

"what are you looking for jagi?"

he follows you leaning against the dresser.

"my baseball bat."

"I threw it away, you can't have that in our home. people would think we're crazy."

you stand up from looking under the bed and put your hands on your hip.

"I am crazy!"

as he stands up from leaning against the dresser, he drops your jewellery box. you don't pay much attention knowing it was an accidentally.

"y/n, why do you have a blade in here?"

you turn faster than you ever have in your life, you never expected him to find it as he never goes through there. you blankly stare at him waiting for him to shout at you, possibly leave you.

"babe. talk to me."

he speaks again. you were now the nervous one, you look towards the door seeing who closer and checking if you can make a run for it. sadly, he follows your eye movements rushing over to you.

he doesn't do anything to you, he doesn't speak, he doesn't ask to see them, he doesn't ask why you did it, if you did it.

he just holds you.

"I love you y/n."

~ 2/4/18

this was a long part, ew so mushy as well.
*jackson voice* cute.

how are you?
did you eat?
are you feeling well?

I've started reading books again
just because tbh
it's fun, I like reading
like real books not fanfic
not that fanfic isn't good writing
you get what I mean

I was thinking, don't hate me for this I'll probably delete this after I've said it because some people will hate me for it but it's my opinion.
don't you think that the fact that they still filmed Jungkook even when he was about the faint is a bit crazy? it's kind of rude, like do they just care about the show?? because if I was about to die and they shoved a camera in my face I would be really pissed off.
not just Jungkook but any of them, I'm crying and they film it like ??

but like I said, just my opinion.
maybe BTS don't mind.
but I would
I'm irrelevant anyway so
don't listen to me.

I love you
hope you still love me even after what I just said
I'm totally deleting that after one person comments on t omg

I promised I would put Namjoon on Hoseok's part