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*(55)

you just felt so sad, you needed some comfort from someone. you didn't know who but you did, deciding to leave the living room full of people you walked into the corridor where Jimin is setting something up.

you watch him set out the candles nicely before lighting each one of them. he turns to you smiling before running his hands through his hair giving you his undivided attention.

"hey y/n."

"hey."

you replied with a slight sadness in your voice.

"what's wrong?"

you shrug your shoulders before mumbling that you need a hug; without thinking about it, Jimin pulls you in for a hug. the hug lasted forever and you didn't want it to end, getting tired of standing made the both of you take a seat on the floor.

you were dressed fancy because of the event that was happening in the house but you sat on the floor not caring about anything at all. the pair of you didn't speak much, just sat down next to each other.

Jimin decided to put his head on your lap lying his whole body on the floor, his head was facing away from you as he did so. he turns his head to he is looking straight up at you.

"how many times have we kissed?"

you use your finger to press his nose down and watch it bounce back up.

"twice, Jimin. only twice."

you both laugh and Jimin turns his head back again facing away from you. you can't really see his facial expression at this time, you continue to play with his hair listening to the conversations that are happening in the living room.

people walk in at out not paying attention to the both of you laying on the floor at such an important event.

It was a quick movement, so quick you didn't even process it happened. without thinking, you grab Jimin's chin pushing his face upright so you can see him and you press you lips against his.

your lips moved in unison, you could feel your stomach turning and the butterflies were running around. all you can feel is his soft lips moving against yours as if they were made for each other. you need to breath but you didn't want to rip yourself away from him, you mumble a soft 'fuck' into his mouth before pulling away covering your face with your hands.

"what's the matter?"

"I don't know."

he sat up holding your face in his hands, reading your emotions. almost as if he felt the same way, he kisses you again this time gaining a moan from you before the butterflies where so much that you felt you were going to be sick.

it was such a gentle kiss.

from such a gentle man.

~ 03/6/18

first of all
it's June already and my birthday is soon
I'm not excited
I don't think I'm going to do anything for my birthday
and I have no friends so
just another day
but I'm older

also
this whole thing I wrote
I know it came out of no where
but this was my dream guys
that how I was able to write it under thirty minutes
I literally just woke up and wrote down this dream
I kissed Jimin in my dream
why Jimin?
I don't know

I'm so sad
I've never kissed anyone in my life that now I'm imagining what it feels like
how shit
I wish this was real

people that have Jimin as their bias
you're welcome

I love you all