Courting Rancis Ong: The Seven Despicable Boys (bxb) (On going)

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The idea of a gay or should I say transgender girl becoming a muse for a basketball team is already farfetched. Therefore, why cling on such dreams? The world is not fair and just, it had always been; specially to us member of the third-gender.

"Margotte? That bitch with big breasts and high stilettos?" I snickered, "Well, I guess you lot won't be needing me then."

"Please don't blame Margotte. It's not her fault. The coach deemed she'd do well," Bartz suddenly said out of nowhere.

I simpered and smirked. Of course she's nice, of course that is what you'll be saying to me. She's your girl, you're gonna uphold her name.

"I don't blame her, neither do I blame you," I said, I am through with all of this. I'm gonna talk to their faces.

"Thank you," he said.

Pumunta ako sa office ng coach nila para sana kausapin ito, pero hindi ko inaasahan ang makikita ko sa loob.

Zac is right there laying flat on the couch. Whilst a girl with curly hair is...

Is sucking his manhood.

I tried rubbing my eyes to see if it's just a trick from the light, but it isn't.

Hindi ko alam kung ano ang gagawin ko. Nanigas ang buo kong katawan sa kinatatayuan ko, ang bilis ng tibok ng puso ko't parang nilamon ng lupa ang lakas ko.

My heart was shattered into thousand pieces; that is what I know.

"Hey," biglang may kumalabit sa'kin.

He's wearing a sky blue basketball jersey that suits him well. Like an armor to a knight, or a chain to a maester. He looks glorious and... and okay?

"I'm glad you've seen it," he said.

"Glad?" I tried stopping my tears from flowing from my already red-stained eyes. How could someone say something like that when something like this happened to that someone? How? My mind is boggled by his words, however, my heart is already preoccupied at the moment I have no time for his shit.

"You're glad that... that I've seen," my voice broke.

"Hush now," he cupped my face with his two hands, "This is the reality. The reality that I want you to realize."

Hindi ko maintindihan, wala akong maintindihan. Ano ba ang nangyayari? Bakit ganito? How could Zac do this to me? Why is Neil cupping my face right now reassuring me that everything will be okay? Why is Margotte sucking Zac's dick when I thought she's with Bartz? Why are they full of shit?! And why did I let myself get caught into their shit-filled world?! Why?!

"I... I don't understand," I cried.

He hugged me, "You... you don't have to understand right now."

I burrowed my face into his warm chest, "P-Please, I want to understand what is happening! I beg... I fucking beg you!"

Humagulgol nalang ako ng iyak sa mga bisig ni Neil. Alam kong nagtitinginan na sa amin ang lahat ng tao sa gym, alam ko ding may tatlonf taong nakatayo ngayon sa aking likuran habang mataimtim akong pinagmamasdan.

Well, I guess it's game over for me then. Mukhang wala naman talaga sa'kin ang ace card. I've been played. I thought it was real but it isn't. It's a lie, a trickery, a fallacy, an illusion.

Someone suddenly grabbed my shoulders. That manly scent. I know that manly scent, the scent of his that I've grown to love; I'll  always knew.