NeRds University(Sequel to NeRds) (Completed)

Death,Death,Death

DISCLAIMER: I OWN NOTHING
Get it..... the tittle......three times the same word?.....No? Yes? Ok
And yes, I know the picture is creepy as hell,
No, it has absolutely nothing to do with this chapter
CLARY POV
My head was spinning. I opened my eyes and sit up. My parents were there. So was Imogene Celine and Jace's great grandmother. Imogene and her mother were fighting. I didn't hear what they were saying because I didn't want to. No one noticed I had woken up. Addison Montgomery comes in. She smiles at me. "Good...you're awake" She says happily. Everyone's head snaps towards me.
"Clary" Celine and my mom say gleefully. I manage an attempting smile. I somehow felt less....full of that made sense.
"Give her a little space....she's going to need it" Addison says. She comes closer towards me.
"Will you tell us what happened...please, why did my daughter faint?" my dad asks as he strokes my hair.
"Well....we have good news....and bad news."Addison says. "The bad news is that we had to conduct an emergency C-section-." I interrupt her.
"But....I still have a few weeks left....almost months" I say.
"Yes...well, your body is really small and it can't hold.....enough" Dr.Montgomery says.
"So I can't have children?" I mumble stupidly.
"And that brings us to our next point.....Clary.....You were going to have Quadruplets" I look at her my eyes widen.
"FOUR?!" Imogene's mom asks before anyone else.
"Yes....four.....Clary you can't hold four children at the same time....you can hold three but not four" Dr.Montgomery explains. My jaw was on the floor. "You have a very sick pre mature baby....your other babies....they were under a lot of stress, because you were under stress. Emotions easily affect the embryo....and just like us...they can act out. It's a lot more easy for an embryo to act out...especially in a crowded area. Your other three children took to acting (A/N: I'm sorry:..I just needed to state this before anything else....I'm pretty sure this doesn't actually happen....so don't take my word for it since this is probably faker than the popular girl in your local school) like sharks it's rare...but not rare enough for it not to have a name...it's called Sharkeshia"Dr.Montgomery says. I frown in confusion. "In other words they took to kicking and....hitting the weakest one....so then your baby started getting even more anxious so it tried to get out. We have found that your baby has some bruises and internal bleeding.He's also extremely hungry....so we are trying to give him what we can" Addison says.
"Wait.........He? It's a boy?!" I ask.
"Technically it's two boys and two girls....very balanced"
"So....the babies are already fighting....and killing each other?!"Stephan asks.
"Yes, you could say that....which is why you need to calm down Clary.....I know your husband is in......his situation....so maybe try calming down....you might scare your children" Addison says. I smile at her and nod. Addison starts to get out of the room.
"Wait......Can I....." Addison turns around. "Can I......can I maybe see him....my baby?" I ask. Addison smiles.
"Actually, it is encouraged......A child in this situation needs more time with his mother" Addison smiles. I get up. Everyone tries to steady me. But I felt fine. I walk into a room and see a child with a breathing machine. He was so small.

Imagine a Blue hat
I feel tears prick in my eyes. I sit down next to the baby. "I'm sorry" I whisper. "I'm so sorry" I can feel my families eyes on me. "This is all my fault....you being kicked out early.....your dad in a coma.....It's all my fault and I'm so sorry" I whisper. The heart monitor starts beeping rapidly. Addison and Karev get me out of the way as they try to save my child.

And now......

I'm at fault for my baby's death.