NeRds University(Sequel to NeRds) (Completed)

And the award to the guy who screwed up the most goes to......Jace Herondale!!!

DISCLAIMER:I OWN NOTHING
Yay! I uploaded 2 chapters in one day!!!!
JACE POV

I wake up in bed, I felt drowsy. I drop my hand to the right, expecting to feel Clary, I look over and instead of seeing that perfect beautiful Red haired girl, I see the bed neatly made. Memories flash to what happened last night.

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"You're such a.." I was looking for the right word.

"Such a what?" Clary asks.

"A control freak and a ....lardass" I say

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Shit! I called Clary a Lardass. Fuck. Ok Jace, calm down. I breathe in and out to calm myself. I put on my clothes and brush my hair. I brush my teeth and go outside. I hail a cab and tell them to go to Clary's apartment.

CLARY POV

I wake up in my bed feeling like the trash I am. I spent all night puking in the toilet. I also didn't eat, and I don't plan on doing today. I hug my pillow tightly as my heart starts to sting I stand up and look in the mirror. I just see....this

I looked like a cow. How did I even manage to get a boyfriend like this? I see tears roll down my cheeks. No matter what, I just wasn't skinny enough. I didn't compare to any Californian girl Jace would meet. Or any Washington girl Jace would meet. I was just....fat, I was a cow...a lardass. You shouldn't fall I love with someone out of your league. ever. Because in the end...It will just hurt. I didn't only fall in love with someone out of my league....No, the idiot Lardass cow also gave up everything for him. Everything.

JACE POV

I knock on the door but no one opens. I open the door and it opens. I walk inside and up the stairs.

I open the door and walk in. The figure in the bed snaps up. It was Clary. She grabs the covers of her bed and tries to hide her body from me. "Jace?" She squeaks. I see tear stains on her rosy cheeks. That stung....a lot.

"Clary" I say.

"What. are you doing here?" She squeaks. Clary doesn't usually squeak.

"Are you ok? What happened?" I ask.

"Jace...I..I'm sorry" she squeaks. I frown in confusion. "You don't have to pretend" She says. "Leave for California.....I know you're out of my league....so please.....just leave" She says covering the rest of her body and lying down on her bed.

"Out of your league?" I question.

"Yes Jace....I know I'm a Lardass ,cow, fatty, lump, tub, poker, fatso,brainless,idiot,ugly girl" Clary says. My heart stings at that. I feel like i was slapped hard on the face by every word, or shot by every word she said.I bite my lip and I hear whimpering. "Just go Jace" Clary whines. This is all my fault....this is all my fucking fault! I hurt her, I hurt Clary. I actually hurt her on my own account. I roughly pull my hair back.

"Clary.....listen I'm sorry....ok....I really am" I tell her despreatley, trying to make her feel better, for her not to be hurt anymore. I touch her figure carefully, somehow it feels smaller than before. I lift the covers and I almost cry. She was already twig thin. "Fuck clary, what did you do?" I ask. How can someone loose so much weight in so little time? She whimpers.

"I know I'm a cow Jace, just leave" She repeats.

"No, I'm not leaving! Clary.....did you....did you make yourself vomit?" I ask nervously.

"Yes" She squeaks. "Now leave!" She says. I shake my head.

"Clary, I love you, why would you do this to yourself?" I ask.

"Because the only person I love....the only person that cares for me because my own damm parents don't care about me any more....thinks I'm a lardass.....Jace when you're tiered you say the truth" Clary says.

"No, When you're tiered you say a bunch of things that don't make sense!" I exclaim, my heart aching at how this beautiful girl thinks she is a cow when she is the most beautiful thing on earth.