Ship: Ksimon
Relationship: Friends
Warnings: Bit of suicide at the end
Words: 472
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You have 99 missed calls
You have 682 texts
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"Simon? What are you doing?" Josh called, watching Simon try and quietly pack a suitcase. Simon froze and turned towards his door way, looking at the frowning Josh.
"I...I'm leaving" "please say you're just going on a trip" Simon opened his mouth to try and speak but all that came out was a breathy noise. Josh bit his lip roughly and nodded understandingly, going to leave.
"Wait, Josh" Simon called. Josh quickly turned around, hope fluttering in his stomach. "Don't tell the others" Josh blinked, stomach sinking and heart shattering. "I won't. . . Before you leave, please come say goodbye" He whispered, turning around and left to go back to his room.
Simon never said goodbye, he felt he wouldn't be able to leave if he saw Josh again. He felt he wouldn't be able to leave if he saw any of them.
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That was 548 days, 7 hours and 45 minutes ago.
In exact counting thanks to Jide.
Every day Jide would send a text to Simon, write a small paragraph or simply would just tell Simon something he'd tell him if the tall blonde was there.
But he wasn't, he's not there.
Day 1
Jide: Hey Si. You've seem to have left. Where'd you go? You didn't tell me you had any trips 😂
Day 6
Jide: Simon? Josh told me you left, and not on a trip. I've never seen Josh cry before. What the fuck Simon? Where'd you fucking go?
Day 14
Jide: I'm worried, Si. Please come home. You've been uploading on your second channel with some new people...
Day 58
Jide: So today me and Vik went out to look around london at all of the places we'd all hang out at. Vik cried 6 times in the span of about 2 hours. What have you done to us.
Day 145
Jide: I love you, Simon. I'm quiting youtube, so is Tobi, And Vikk.
Josh is trying to be strong and keep us grounded but I can tell he's losing it.
Day 198
Jide: Josh broke up with Freya and Is at your parents house. He's lost it. We need you Simon, even Harry quit youtube.
Day 243
Jide: Cal came over today. I don't think anyone but us sidemen knew
Jide: are we even the sidemen anymore.
Day 309
Jide: Simon, I need you. I need you back
Jide: Simon, please, please, please, please, please.
Day 391
Jide: I don't think I can do this without you, Simon.
Day 450
Jide: It's been 450 days. 4 hundred and fifty fucking days Simon.
Day 500:
Jide: I did something bad
Day 548:
NEW MESSAGE FROM
J O S H
Open?
Josh: Jide is dead
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