Sidemen//Oneshots

Mind

Ship; Minishaw
Relationship; Fiances + Best friend Josh
Words; 470
Warnings; I mean, It may be a little bit dark. I am not sure how you convey things so. 

Simon sat on his bed, staring into nothing. This was normal to be blunt. Ever since the murder of Simon's fiance, Harry, he hasn't done much but stare into nothing. Josh, Jide and Vikk constantly try and get Simon to talk to them but he simply wont, instead mutters incorrect sentences.

Why don't we dive into Simons mind? View what he is seeing and thinking? 

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*S*I*M*O*N*S*  *M*I*N*D*

Harry's laugh echoed off the walls, it was soft but hearty, a true smile on his face. "Come on Simon!" Suddenly the scene started to move forward, the memory of Harry in the living room vanishing into black. "Harry-HArry-HARry-HARRy-HARRY-" Simons mind screamed and then a loud scream blared, the scream HArry let out when he was stabbed in the shoulder and then shot in between the eyes. The black seemed to pixelate away, as if a virus was attacking Simon's mind. 

The walls shook, as did the floor and the sudden silhouette of Simon placed in his own mind. The imaginary Simon started to cry, falling to his knees and covering his eyes. "WHY!" WHY!" The fake Simon screamed, pulling his hair. That Simon stopped abruptly, looking up to lock eyes with the real Simon. Blood started to fall down the fake Simons face, dripping off his chin onto Harry's dead body. "It is your fault!" The fake Simon wailed, raising its finger to point at real Simon. 

Suddenly the Virus filled room disappeared and was replaced with another memory of Harry laughing, sliding down a slide as Simon watched from the swingset, enjoy his lovers happiness. "Come on, Simon! Come play!" Simon smiled and nodded, stepping off of the swing and towards Harry, elegant steps leading him there. "Yay! Here,  Catch me!" Harry giggled and jumped off of the small toy platform into Simons arms, giggling loudly as the tall blonde caught and spun him around. "I love you Simon" Harry whispered into Simons neck, feeling his feet touch the ground in a tip toed manner, his arms wrapped around his partner's neck. "I love you too, Harry" 

That scene burnt away, the flames devouring the frozen picture of Harry and Simon hugging. Suddenly Simons mind was full of shouting, whispering and cries. They progressively got louder before stopping all at once, a picture of a familiar man showing in his head. Josh. Josh's voice filed Simons mind, "I know..I know you're not okay, Simon. I know I cant make it better but I want you to know...To know that I'll try and I'll be here-for you- every fucking second, Alright?" Simons lifeless blue orbs opened, staring into Josh's tear filled bloodshot eyes. A gasp left Josh's mouth as Simon spoke, "I know. Thank you, Josh" And then the pale blonde fell into Josh's arms, letting himself be held by his bearded best friend.