Songs used in oneshot:
Youngblood ~5SOS.
Better Now ~Post Malone.
Back To You ~Selena Gomez.
You Deserve Better ~ James Arthur.
Enemies ~Lauv.
Relationship: Fuck buddies.
Warnings: like, come on ^^^. Do I really need to say it?
Words: 966.
NOT EDITED
Simon stared across the water, listening to the music playing softly through his headphones. The tall blonde was sat with his legs folded over each other, chin resting in the pal of his pale hand.
~
We don't have to love again.
But we don't have to be enemies, enemies.
I know it hurts 'cause I feel it too.
Do we have to be enemies?
(Miss matched lyrics ^Please pardon that bwhaha)
Simon's mind played back memories of Jides body pressed against his own.
Simon's back arched up into the smooth skin of Jides, hands tugging onto Jj's hair. Moans escaped the both of them, skin slapping against skin echoing in the room but wasn't paid much attention too.
The dim lighting illuminated Simon's pale skin making him look gorgeous, the sweat covering his forehead caused him to glow more. In that moment all that mattered to them both was each other.
Panting filled the room, cusses following every so often.
I know I do this everytime.
The happy memories vanished and we're replaced by the petty argument.
~
"What are you saying!" Jide yelled angrily, tugging his hair.
Give up on me babe, because I'm hopeless.
"I'm saying that I want to know why you're whoring yourself out with some random sket!" Simon screamed, shoving Jide back.
Jide growled and moved forward, shoving Simon into the wall, pinning him there. "Jid-" "Shut up. I'm thinking" Jide stared at Simon, their air growing hot and intoxicating.
Jide placed his lips onto Simon's jaw, nibbling on the pure skin.
You deserve better, better, better.
Simon shook the memories away but they were replaced by more.
~
"We can't do it here, Jide" Jide giggled as he unzipped his pants, pushing Simon down onto the couch in their friends house. "Come on, they won't be back for another 20 minutes." Jide claimed Simon's neck with his lips, tongue and teeth. "I love the taste of you~" Jide purred. Simon mentally cringed but sat still, letting Jide do as he pleased.
I know I'd go back to you.
~
"You're on your way back? Why so soon?" Jides face appeared on my screen, a towel over his shoulders. Simon bit his lip as he eye-fucked the beautiful man. "I missed you." Jide smiled softly and blew a kiss to the camera, walking out into his bedroom.
We were looking forward to the rest of our lives.
~
"I'm going to America." Jide sighed as he sat down on Simon's bed. Simon dropped his glass, the liquid poring onto the floor. "What?" Jide rubbed his faced before explaining. "I feel like there's more I can do... There's so much more for me waiting in America, Simon." Simon stood up off of his chair and walked towards Jide. "So you're. . . You really want to do this?" He nodded, casting his brown orbs of life away from Simon.
"What will I do without you..." Simon sat down on Jides lap, pushing him down against the bed. "Crash and burn." "Mmm~ When are you leaving?" "Two weeks." Simon took in a deep breath, that's too soon.
"I suppose we'll have to make the most of our time together now then." Clothes were removed and bodies were connected, lips locked and hands held. Moans emitting their lips, sweat covering their bodies.
But you need it, yeah you need it, all of the time.
~
One of us gets too drunk and calls about a hundred times.
When you're looking at those strangers, hope to god you see my face.
Youngblood, say you want me, say you want me back in your life~
I'm pulling away, pulling away from you.
"Seriously, Jide?! You haven't called me in 2 months!" Simon shouted to his phone, pacing around in his bedroom. "I've been busy, Simon. I don't have free time for you anymore!" "Just me though. Right? You have time for everyone else." "Would you get off my dick? You're acting like we're fucking dating!" Simon rapidly blinked, sinking down the wall to the floor. "Ah, I see how it is." Simon hung up and chucked his phone against the floor, watching it roll away.
~~~
Simon broke away from his thoughts and stood up from the beach he was sat on, he was currently in LA, planning on seeing JJ to apologize.
He walked towards the house the man he loved was currently staying in but as he was crossing the street a car came screeching across the street, slamming right against Simon's scrawny body.
The blonde shot back from the impact, landing on the curb with blood spewing from multiple cuts in his body.
"AHH!" "Someone call 911!" "Call 911!!"
Suddenly a familiar voice was heard. "Holy shit! SIMON" The voice raised as it said his name and ponding footsteps rung throughout his ears. Jides face appeared in front of Simon's and his hands were on the blondes cheeks, eyes wide in fear.
"Hi, Jj. I came to say sorry. I guess I have to apologize for getting your clothes bloody" The adrenaline kept Simon awake and kept the pain away. Jide started to cry when he noticed all the blood from the back of Simon's head and when he pulled his hand away, Simon's blood soaked his skin.
Simon was dying.
And it was Jides fault.
The song on Simon's phone suddenly changed and a calm beat filled Jides ears. Jide placed his head onto Simon's chest, listening to the song.
I'm still alive but I'm barley breathing
(LMFAO I'M JOKING, THAT'S NOT WHAT WAS PLAYING)
Keep moving forward, keep moving forward.
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