Sidemen//Oneshots

Nova

Ship: Ksimon
Relationship: Best Friends to married  
Warnings: Nadda
Words: 752

I rubbed my face and laid back in my bed, my heart thumping at 100 beats a minute. This is stupid right? Pointless even. Why do I have to come out to him? I can just be fake straight forever. Yeah, I'll do that.

No I wont.
Yes I will.
No.
Yes.
No.
Y-

"Yoo, Simon! You called me over, mate. Come let me in!" I quickly sat up and rubbed my face, standing up slowly and spiked my hair up slightly. I left my room and wandered down the stairs towards the front door and popped it open, smiling at JJ. "Hey, man! What did you want?" My smiled faltered as i scratched the back of my neck, "uh- About that" JJ nodded as I moved out of the way. I was taking his jacket off and hanging it up as he watched me, nodding along to my constant "uh," and "uhm"ing. Bless him.

"Hey- Simon" I felt JJ grab my shoulders, spinning me around to look at him. "oh, hello. We're very close. Your breath smells lovely- that was weird- im sorry" JJ laughed and I felt as his thumb started moving, rubbing my shoulders a little. "you're really tense, bro. Whats been on your mind?" Jide asked, pushing me back towards the living room. The back of my legs hitting a couch, causing me to sit down. I opened my mouth to speak but nothing came out. "Hey, its me. Jiddle, Jide, JJ, Olajide, your best-well I better be-friend, you can tell me literally anything. Unless you have a kink where you like fucking cactus', I don't think I can get behind that." I chuckled and sat back a little, growing more relaxed. "My amazing humor only got a chuckle, this must be serious" JJ said, sitting down on the coffee table in front of me.

"Alright, I'm just going to say it." I opened my mouth and once again I was left as a fish with no words to be spoken aloud. "Hey, want to just text me it? You open up a lot easier over text" I furrowed my eyebrows, this isn't my Jide, this guys actually being proper smart. I grabbed out my phone and opened up JJ's contact and typed the message "im gay" and sent it, cowering back in my seat a little as JJ's phone dinged and he took it out. 

He seemed to be re-reading the message as he stared at his phone, his face in a straight, hard look. "a-are you m-mad?" I stuttered out quietly and cowered back more when JJ's head snapped up a little to look at me. "mad? Why would I be mad? It's totally fine, bro. It's who you are and there's no reason to be ashamed of it at all. I'm mad you didn't capitalize your I" "You never capitalize anything!" 

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"Yeah, thats was 9 years ago. 2 years after I came out Jide ended up coming out as Bisexual to me on my birthday and surprised me with a kiss. That's how Daddy and Dada got together" I smiled, bouncing my little girl on my leg, she was sat on my knee. 

"Did Daddy kiss you like the prince in my story kissed the princess?" JJ came up from behind me and sat down on the arm of the couch I was sat on with Nova. "You betcha. I had Dada absolutely swooning for me in no time, Wolverine" "Would you stop calling our daughter Wolverine?" "Why!? It sounds so badass" "Jide!" "Ass?" Nova giggled, tilting her small head. "Oh look at what you've done" JJ smiled innocently and leant over, kissing me softly before turning his head to kiss Novas forehead. 

"I love you two so much" Jide whispered, "Ill keep you safe from everything. Also, she's not allowed to date until I'm dead" "Oh hush now, she'll meet a handsome prince one day" "What about a pretty princess?" Nova asked, giggling to herself. "That's gay" Jide sighed, "Shes learned so much from you, Si" I rolled my eyes and hit JJ on the back of the head.

Nova seemed to like this game as she crawled onto JJ's lap and stood up, hitting him in the side of the head gently.  JJ gasped loudly and looked at me with a big pout, "You've taught her to abuse me" I smiled and stood up, gently taking Nova out of JJ's lap and spun her around, "Thats why Dadas the favourite"