This is a mess of multiple soul mate AUS mixed into one. Seeing in black and white until you lock eyes with your soul mate. Hearing the music they listen to. Feeling their pain when they get hurt. Your eye, either left or right, will change to their eye colour if you see then and they don't see you. If your soul mate dies. . . you die. :)
Simon sighed as he looked around at the bleak world ahead of him. Nothing felt right, nothing looked right. He's heard stories about how better everything looks and feels when you find your person but I wouldn't know.
Suddenly music filled my ears, the sound of soft jazz buzzing against my head. I checked the time. 3 Am.
Everyday at 3-4 am, my soul mate listened to soft music, didn't really matter what genre or what band, it was always soft. I came to the conclusion that they did it to help them fall asleep. *Guys, Josh actually does this. I'm usually up really late and I'll check Spotify, and I'll glance at my friends list. Josh is always listening to smooth jazz, it's so funny.*
I closed my eyes and let the music lul me to sleep.
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____________I awoke the next morning to the sound of a heavier song. My eyes shot open and I slammed my head further into the pillow. This is new. The heavy metal rang throughout my head loudly.
I groaned and slowly stood up out of my bed and walked towards the bathroom. My reflection watched me as I did my daily routine. The black and white colours pushed my depression further forward.
"Shit." I groaned and held my head, why were they listening to this shit so early?
I let my hands fall and exited the bathroom, strolling towards the door to leave my dorm room.
I locked the door behind me and set off towards the cafeteria. Suddenly the music got softer but was still noticeably heavy metal. I lifted my head and saw that the music room was occupied, and heavy metal music was coming out from under the door. It was lighter than the music my soul mate was playing.
I walked towards the cafeteria and grabbed a muffin, peeling off the wrapping. My eyes lingered on the full tables engrossing the cafeteria. Its such a pain, seeing people so happy when the world around them succumbed to darkness and the fear of never finding whom you're destined to love for your whole life.
I tossed the wrapping into the trash can beside me and set off towards the cafeteria doors leading to the back field. I followed a set path and made my way to a tall dark tree. The leaves were a dark green, the oak standing proudly and powerful.
I grabbed onto the lowest branch and pulled myself up into the tree and leant against the trunk.
My eyes shut. It was summer vacation, there's no reason for me not to take a nap here for a moment.
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__________"Would you hurry up?" "Shut up, man! I'm going as fast as I can!" I awoke to the sound of hushed voices and irrating snickers.
"Allow me, Josh. Not all of us have long legs!" Another laugh rang throughout the field. My head spun.
"What are we doing here anyways, Josh?" One asked, plopping down underneath the branch Simon was perched on.
"Simple, this is the furthest away from everyone, Tobi." 'Tobi' hummed in approval and leant back onto his elbows, staring across to the school.
"How is Vik?" "He's good. He went back to London to visit his old friends. He wanted me to go but I couldn't leave you when you're by yourself." He spoke, patting the taller mans back. "Eh?! I would have been fine, Tobi!" "Shut up, Josh." 'Josh' glared at Tobi but did as told, sitting in silence.
"So what colour is my eye exactly?" Josh whispered a couple minutes later, pulling his knees into his chest, hugging them.
"Hm? Oh... well, it's a really vibrant blue. It has specks of white and gold around the pupil. It has parts where it's lighter than others, and darker around the edge, kinda black. Its really pretty." Tobi finished with a sad smile.
I peeked down and looked at the two boys below me, the taller man had tears rolling down his cheeks.
"This is so stupid. Why would I be so cursed as to see them but not see them." Josh hissed out, slamming his fist into the trunk of ghe tree.
Pain seared up my arm, a gasp leaving my lips.
The boys below me tilted their heads up and stared at me. I connected eyes with the taller man and gasped even louder as my world erupted into colours. The wind picked up and pushed against my skin. Goosebumps rised up.
My tongue slid across my lips, moisterizing the dry skin. I gulped and turned around, hoping off of the tree branch onto the ground.
Josh was stood up now, his tears no longer falling. He stared and me with adoration and already love. I cringed back.
"Well . . . Have a good day, lads." I saluted and quickly ran back towards the schook building. I took multiple turns just incase the man was following me. My back met with the back of the door, large breaths escaping my lips.
My hands raised up into my hair and I pulled onto it gently. Why did it have to be a guy? My parents wouldn't support that at all.
I paced around my dorm room, bitting my nails. "Shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit."
I fell onto my bed and screamed into the pillow. "Fuck!" Suddenly I was interrupted by loud knocks on my door. "What?!" I yelled to the wood barrier, sitting on my bed properly. "Can I come in, Simon Minter?" I blinked rapidly and stood up, stalking towards the door. I peeked out the the small hole and saw the same from before. "I know we're soul mates but I'm not sure if this will work out." I mumbled into the air, sliding down the door onto my rear.
"Why? Why wouldn't it work out?" He called, he appeared to be sat down too. "My parents. . ." "What do they have to do with us, Simon?" "How exactly do you even know my name?" "I may have gone to the front office to find your room." "Stalker." "Runaway." "Creep." "I have nothing else to say." I giggled and reached up towards the door and moved out of the way. I pulled open the door and watched as the man fell backwards into my room.
(Since I've been gone for a while I decided I'd give you a gift. 1100+ words and this is only part one (; )
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