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Now, I understand why I was suddenly off in writing this past few weeks.

Because I was pregnant.

I had a miscarriage the other day. It's my 5th baby and 4th child deceased.

Sorry for not updating.

Maybe with my hormones going normal again, I will be able to update.

Honestly, I can't handle my feelings. I'm nearly loosing it. Especially, I'm always alone at home. I'm just thinking about my only surviving child to keep goin'. My family can't talk to me for I always refuse. So I really need distractions to stay sober. And at present, reading Wattpad does it. Hopefully, I can write as soon as possible.

Sorry again. :(

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How can someone overcome a trauma? Let's say experienced act of lasciviousness during adolescent. I can't and I admit it really makes me a bitch towards my husband. I think d worst of him. I can't help it. :(

I need help.

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