Cassidys POV
I drove until I couldn't see the city anymore. How could I be so stupid?!? Two boys have played me.
What are you talking about Cassidy?!?
You never even made a move on Colby! It's not his fault! It's yours.
Tears made my vision blurry.
I was trying to blink them away so I could see the road, but to no avail.
I was so sick of the lies! I was so sick of my heart hurting! I was so sick of every single person destroying every glimmer of hope I had.
Then, the voices started appearing again. This time, they were twice as loud.
Hey Bitch!
Miss me?
I didn't miss you!
Hahahahaha
So what's on the agenda tonight?
... oh that's right!...
YOUR A LOSER!
Why don't you just crash this car into the bridge
No one would care anyway.
Dump slut!
I screamed at the top of my lungs. Maybe if I scream, they would go away. Maybe if I found happiness again, they would go away. Maybe if I just died... they would go away.
I stared into the distance. A bridge was coming up in front of me.
As I contemplated my next move, I began to panic. My body stiffened and my breathing fastened.
Slowly I became more and more uneasy.
The bridge was only a couple of metres away, and moving up slowly.
Do it!
Drive it off the bridge
Lay this baby to rest
Just do it
Just die
Leave everyone behind
You want them to be happy don't you?
You want them to live a nice life... without you?
N-no! I can't think that way. I have to think about positive things
Don't block me out!
You will never get rid of me
I will always be here!
"SHUT UP!" I scream as loud as possible as I pass over the bridge.
I made it to the other side, safely.
I let out a small sigh of relief. I didn't want my thoughts to get the best of me again. Especially not like that.
Suggested song: Lay Me Down by Cold Specks.
I pull over my car in the middle of no where and pick up my phone.
My hands were shaking, but I knew what I was doing was right. I had to do it.
I searched through my contacts until I found Crystal.
*ring... ring... ring*
Crystal: "Hello?"
Cassidy: "Crystal, I-I'm so sorry. Please meet me outside the club" I say with tears streaming down my face profusely.
Crystal: "Ugh! Can't you just stop! I'm dancing!
Cassidy: "Crystal p-please!"
Crystal: "No! Don't ruin this good night for me!"
Cassidy: "CRYSTAL WHY CANT YOU JUST BE THERE FOR ME!!!?!" I scream into the phone. My face was a burning mess.
My eyes were red and puffy. My head pounded and it was hard to breathe.
Crystal: "Cassidy... what's wrong?" She asks softly.
I say nothing. I just sit and try to hold in my tears. I was a complete blubbering mess.
Crystal: "Cassidy?!? Please answe-"
I hung up the phone and let my head collapse into my hands.
I cried loudly. My tears were warm as I felt them trickle down my arm.
My sobbing got more intense by the second. I picked up my phone and throw it at the passenger seat. A loud crash resonated throw the car, but I didn't care.
How could she not care about me like that?
Because she hates you!
No she doesn't!
Yes she does! When are you gonna wake up and realise you make everyone's life a living hell?!
I lay my head back. My eyes grew heavy. Eventually, I let myself win and closed my eyes completely shut.
*Cassidys Dream*
I walked into the school gate nervously. My small pile of books were carefully balanced in my hands. My dress was neatly pressed from the night before, and my hair was tied up into a simple ponytail.
I was very nervous.
What if no one liked me? What if everyone's mean? What if I have no friends?
I walked into my class and sat in a seat close to the front of the room.
After s couple of minutes, a blonde girl, about my age walked in.
She noticed me and instantly walked up.
"Hey! I'm Crystal! Are you new?" She smiles and sticks her hand out.
"Y-yeah. I'm Cassidy" I say nervously shaking her hand.
She then plonks herself in the seat next to me and smiles.
"I think we are going to be friends Cassidy"...
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