Never had I felt so horrible. My stomach turned, and my palms were sweating.
The very thought of all those times I hurt Cass. She was secretly sticking up for me. But I continued to hurt her, then I ripped away everything from her.
I grabbed out my phone and checked to see if she had texted me.
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I was going to fix everything. I was gonna beg Cass for her to forgive me, and maybe, we could actually be friends.
I got in my car and started driving.
When I got there, I looked in the window and saw Cass sitting at a table in the corner.
I walked in and sat next to her. She said nothing. She only looked down at her hands.
"Cassidy" I pause and think for a moment "I am... so sorry... for how I treated you in high school"
"Why are you only saying this now?" She questions glancing up at me
"Crystal showed me the screenshots. All those times you stuck up for me, and... all those times I destroyed you... I-I'm so sorry" I try and swallow my tears but to no avail.
I begin crying and she sits and watches.
She thought for a while. I knew it wouldn't be easy for her to accept me back, but then she spoke.
"Colby... you hurt me so much in high school, but... I think we should put that behind us, and... move on. I forgive you" she smiles and I wipe away my tears
"Thank you"
"Also, I'm sorry for all the pranks I pulled on you" she giggles
"It's fine. They were pretty funny though"
We both laugh at the memories. My heart beats fast. Sitting next to her made me nervous. But it wasn't a sick, about to go on stage nervous. It was a happy, giddy cute nervous.
Cassidys POV
"What was a good Prank that you thought was pretty funny?" I question
"Definitely when you filled my locker with shaving cream" he giggles
"Hahah yeah"
"What about you?" He says
"Probably... when you stuck that picture of my face on a cow" I giggle and his face turns confused
"I didn't pull that prank? That was Axel, he stuck that on your locker"
"Oh... really? So that's why it was so poorly edited" I laugh and Colby starts laughing again too.
We sat and talked for hours. Just about YouTube, school, pranks and random crap in general.
"Shall we go home?" Colby suggests
"Definitely" I reply.
We get in our cars and I follow Colby home.
When we get there, Crystal is on the couch and Sam is in the kitchen eating chips
"Hey guys" I say cheerfully and Crystal looks up confused
"Cass! You're happy again!!" She gets up and hugs me
"Yeah. Look, I'm sorry about freaking out before, I'm happy for you guys" I smile.
But once again, my smile was fake. I was so fucking jealous of Crystal right now.
I think I'm really falling in love Colby. I don't mean to.
Just they way he smiles, his jokes, his support, they way he looks at me.
Everything made me like a giddy little kid.
Me and Crystal let go of each other and Colby walks up to kiss Crystal.
She giggles, I feel like punching her.
No!
What was I saying?!?
I can't let a boy get in between me and Crystals friendship.
But I can't help feeling like dying every time they touch, kiss or even smile at each other.
My heart starts to beat and I quickly walk into my bedroom.
I can't let my feelings get the best of me, not again.
