Mr.Not-So-Perfect

Chapter 13

"Where is he?", I asked looking around.

"He went to Shailu's room. If you want you can go there and give his jacket", Evan suggested.

"No", both I and Ravvs said at the same time, sometimes the fact that we think the same thing at the same time freaks me out.

"Think about it Aadhya. If you didn't give his jacket now then he may shout about it again in front of everyone", Evan said looking at me with evil grin.

He is right. That monster wouldn't think twice before doing that.

"Okay", I agreed with defeated tone.

"If you want I can come with you", Ravvs said while placing her hand on my shoulder."

"No. It's okay, I'll be back in five minutes", I said walking in the direction of Shailaja's room.

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As I was walking towards her room, I felt like I'm entering hell. I don't know what would be the outcome if three of us are put in the same room. It just doesn't feel right

Slowly and carefully I walked towards her room.

I was about to knock but I noticed that the door's partially open. I pushed it further with one hand while holding the jacket tightly with the other.

The scene in front of me was like a harsh and rough blow to my heart. The jacket in my hand fell on the floor. Advay and Shailaja were kissing. I couldn't see either of their faces. Shailaja was facing me but Advay blocked her face with his. I couldn't watch it anymore. Tears were flowing down my cheek without my control.

I ran out of there before either of them notices me and my breakdown. At that moment I realized that the feelings which I thought were destroyed were actually buried deep down my heart and resurfaced again with his entry, that I still LOVE HIM.

I don't know why it's hurting so much even though I know they are in a relationship. Maybe because I thought I had small hope until now.

Now, nothing is left apart from the crushed pieces of my heart.

I started walking slowly once I realized that I have to face my friends looking like a mess. My phone beeped indicting a message from Ravvs informing that she and Evan are having ice cream and wanted me to join them. I declined making a believable excuse and headed towards the apartment.

I don't want to do anything except to sleep in my bed and cry my eyes out. Also, may be releasing my emotions would make me feel better.

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"I'm dying to eat pizza can we go out for lunch, pleeease. It feels like I did not eat it since centauries ", Ravvs said with a pout.

Currently, we are sitting in our college cafeteria for lunch.

Yesterday I went to the apartment and slept. After Ravvs came, she looked at me and figured that something's wrong. But I avoided the topic by making an excuse of not feeling well. Eventually, she forgot about it. At least, I think she did.

"You ate it yesterday", Evan dead panned.

"So", Ravvs asked.

"It's not healthy to eat pizza daily", Evan tried to convince.

"Did you just insult pizza", she asked with disbelief.

"No. I'm just saying that it will increase cholesterol level and will make you fat", Evan said.