Our crazy life

Chapter 7

I heard a knock on my bed room door. I didn't care who it was or what they had to say. I yelled and said "go away" a deep voice said "Sandy?" I knew who it was already. I knew and recognized his voice. It was Ryan. He said "Sandy it's me, Ryan." I replied and said "I know.."

I got off of my bed slowly yet surely and unlocked the door. Ryan walked in and I shut the door behind us and locked it back. Ryan paced the floor and finally decided to sit down. He started rambling about how awful he felt and how this shouldn't have happened at my sons birthday. I was muting his voice and focusing on his lips. He is so sexy I thought to myself. "Sandy are you listening to me?" Ryan asked. I snapped myself out of my daze and said "yeah, yeah I'm listening"

Ryan continued talking and this time I listened. He said "look it's been two years since we have talked and we haven't even discussed what happened the last time we were together" I rolled my eyes and said "Ryan, that was two years ago." Ryan cut me off and said "Sandy, it doesn't matter. What happened made us loose contact and I hated not seeing or hearing your voice." "Where is this conversation going" I questioned. He hushed me and said "Sandy, I know your married and I don't want to get In between you and Keanu but are the rumors true, because you don't deserve to be cheated on, you don't deserve this. You deserve someone who will be loyal to you your entire lifetime." I replied back and said "I honestly don't know if the rumors are true or fake anymore. I thought I knew but now I'm clueless."

Ryan came closer to me and put his hand on my leg. The things Ryan was saying to me made me feel safe and secure. He whispered in my ear and said "can we start over, please?" I whispered back and agreed. I stood up and walked over and stood right in front of Ryan. I looked into his eyes and and then down at his shirt. I got closer and leaned onto him. I pushed him back onto the bed and crawled on top of him. I started unbuttoning his shirt and Ryan started giving my little kisses on my neck. Slowly working his way down onto my collar bone and onto my chest. He pulled the tie on my robe and it fell off me and went straight to the ground. Ryan whispered in my ear. His warm breath tickled my ear. He said is a seductive voice "no bra, huh?" I giggled and ran my fingers through his hair. He flipped me and now my back was pressed against the mattress. Ryan held me tight and close. His body was so warm as it pressed against mine. I ran my fingers up his chest and down his abs. Our lips met and they pressed against each other. Ryan's tongue entered my mouth and I grinned a little. He stopped kissing me and looked into my deep brown eyes he kissed my nose and continued kissing me some more. Working his way slowly down to my hips and right below my belly button.

Ryan wrapped his hands around my waist and then rubbed my legs and thighs up and down. We were kissing like crazy and I was trying my hardest not to moan. There was people still down stairs. Most had left after what happened between Jesse and Keanu but I still had to hush myself. Ryan was thrusting his body against mine and he said "Sandy your the best I've ever bad and this time it's even better than the time two years ago" I ignored what he said and focused on us. Ryan stopped kissing me and put his fingers on my lips. I asked him whats wrong and he said "their swollen" I told him it was okay and forced his face into my neck. He started licking my body slowly with his tongue and then made his way back to my face. He bit my lip a little and then continued kissing me softly.

I stopped making an effort and Ryan realized. He sat up and said "what's wrong, did I do something?" I replied and said "no you didn't do anything, Im very drunk and I'm this close to puking" I said as I held up my fingers and showed him how close. "I can't. I'm sorry. I'm drunk and I'm a fucking married women, how the hell am I letting myself kiss another man when I have a son and husband sitting down stairs. This is all wrong. I'm an awful mother and wife and.. and... I think you should leave" before he had the chance to get up I yelled back and said "and how the hell did you let yourself kiss my body up and down knowing I was married, don't you feel guilty?" He tried to speak but I cut him off and I said "ya know what just forget it, I'm done with you and with every other guy on this planet. It would be a miracle if there was a guy out there who actually thought about others before himself"

Ryan got up and put his shirt back on. As he was buttoning it up he said "Sandy, I didn't know you we're drunk. I thought all these feelings and actions were real" I looked down with regret and sighed. He said "I'll talk to you later or something" and walked out the door. I started to regret yelling at Ryan. Actually I regretted this whole night... In came Chelsea immediately after Ryan walked out. She asked "what the hell just happened in here?"