Our crazy life

Chapter 26 Secrets Revealed

Sandy's p.o.v

I closed the door behind me and sighed... Keanu asked "what's wrong. What did he want?"

"Uhh.. He said some things I don't think you would wanna know about but I can't keep secrets for you so..."

I looked down at the floor and thought to myself "I have to tell Keanu about Ryan and I and how we had sex... I knew this prolly wasn't the best time to tell him considering were on our honeymoon but it had to be done"

"Uhh umm..." Tears started trailing down my face.

"If I tell you this, promise me one thing."

Keanu shook his head taking my hand and holding it tightly.

"The night of Louis's birthday party..when you and Jesse got into that fight. I was stressed and I was drinking..." I swallowed pausing with guilt. "Well I was drunk and did some things I really really regret. And I'm scared to tell you because I don't want this to rip our marriage apart. Right now were the happiest we've ever been and if I tell you this our night will be ruined and I don't know if I have the guts to say it."

"Baby just come out and say it" Keanu said

"Ryan and I... We... Umm."

The phone rang interrupting me. It was Gesine.

"Hello?"

"Hey Sandy. It's me. I thought I'd call and tell you everything is going good with Louis. He's getting tired so I thought I'd call you and let you talk to him before he goes to bed."

"Yeah. Put him on the phone." I said smiling.

"Momma?"

"Hi baby. How's my boy doing? Are you having fun?"

"Yes. I having lots and lots of fun. Gesine helped me build the best thing out of my Legos. I can't wait for you to see it & daddy too"

"I cant wait to see it baby. Daddy can't wait either. We both love you baby and have a good nights rest. Momma loves you"

"I love you too momma"

I set my phone down on the counter and looked up at Keanu.

"Just say it" Keanu said.

"Ryan and I. We had sex. I was really really drunk and I don't even remember it. Chelsea is the one who told me about it the next morning. I regret it and I'm sorry Keanu.." I said looking down with guilt.

"wow, wait. Was Ryan drunk too?"

"no, he wasn't. He didn't know I was drunk though. That's the only reason why he agreed to have sex with me because he said he thought my feelings were real.." I said shaking my head with disappointment.

"What a fucking bitch. Why the hell would he have sex with a married women? Is he still here"

"Stop Keanu stop. Please just look at me. Take a deep breath and calm down. Don't worry about Ryan. Don't cause any drama tonight. Because this was suppose to be our night alone together." I said trying to pull Keanu over to the bed on top of me trying to distract his mind.

He got up quickly and paced back and fourth with anger welling up inside him.

He walked passed the wall several times and eventually punched a hole in the wall.

"KEANU. What the fuck is wrong with you. You need to calm down. You have anger issues Keanu. If our son had of been here you would have bet I would have walked out on you. Just calm down please..." I begged.

"Oh really Sandy? You would have walked out on me?" Keanu asked

I would have been very close to it. I can't let our son see you like that.

Saying that made Keanu even more mad so I stood up and said

"Ya know what. Maybe it was a good idea to have sex with Ryan. Maybe were just not meant to be... You need to control yourself Keanu. What if you had of punched me instead of the wall... I can't have you like this in my home around me and especially my son"

"Oh so now Louis is YOUR son and not mine?" Keanu yelled.

I grabbed my purse and phone and ran out the door slamming it in Keanu's face.

I quickly ran down the stairs to our condo bare foot and quickly tried to find my keys in the bottom of my purse.

I look up and saw Ryan still in his car in the parking lot. I ran up to his window and banged on it.

"Ryan, Ryan take me to your house now"

I ran over to the passenger side of the car and opened the door.

I look up and noticed Keanu standing over the balcony yelling down at me saying

"Sandy I swear to god if you get in that car..."

"What, what will you do Keanu? Nothing. I'm getting in the car" I yelled back

I jumped in the car quickly and Ryan and I took off.

I looked down at my phone and realized I never hung the phone up with Gesine earlier..."shit" I mumbled trying to catch my breath.

"Gesine heard it all"