Our crazy life

Chapter 31 "Im Scared"

Sandy's p.o.v

I replied to Keanu's texts and said

"I can't come home right now."

I knew he was going to be mad but I just couldn't go home yet. I'm still angered at him and I don't know what to think of the situation anymore.

I started thinking about what Ryan was saying. He was right. I needed to see a doctor. I didn't think the nose bleed thing was a big deal but after the whole "can't catch my breath" situation that scared me a bit. I have noticed some things though that have been different. I noticed I've lost some weight that's been unintentional. And I've been sweating when I sleep, which usually doesn't happen.

I grabbed my phone and scrolled through my contacts. I clicked doctor Myers and pressed call.

"Hello, doctors Myers office how can I help you?"

Umm yes I'd like to schedule a doctors appointment as soon as possible please.

"We have some openings this afternoon. Will today work?"

Yes that should work thank you.

I hung up the phone. My palms were sweaty.

I was scared..

Ryan walked in the room and asked "everything okay?" Yeah I'm fine. I made a doctors appointment for later today so I was thinking we could just meet each other for dinner after that?

"Yeah that's fine. But Sandy.. We need to talk. Whats going on with you and Keanu. I can't have you living here and us going to dinner and you showering in my house when you still have a ring on your finger"

What he said angered me a bit.

Oh so I can't come to your house unless I don't have a ring on my finger? Is that what your saying? Because if that's what you want, for me to not be here then I can leave right now. I'm pretty surprised to hear that come from your mouth considering you still love me and have feelings for me.

"No Sandy I didn't mean it like that"

I interrupted him and said actually I'm going to leave anyways. I have to pick up Louis. And the dinner thing... It's off.

"Okay? Can you at least tell me how your doctors appointment goes"

I ignored Ryan's question . Grabbed my things and went out the door.

God damn it. I don't have a fucking car.

Me: hey Chelsea. I know this is a huge favor to ask but if your not busy. Is there anyway you could pick me up from Ryan's house and take me to my doctors appt?

Chelsea: hey baby. Yes of course. Is everything okay?

Me: I'll explain later.

I sat down at the end of Ryan's drive way. I looked like some homeless person who has worn the same clothes for the past two days. I started picking up small rocks and throwing them across the cement trying to entertain myself until Chelsea got here.

Beep beep.

I got up and hoped in her car, slamming the door shut. "Are you okay Sandy? You look like a mess?... I'm sorry I didn't mean to sound so rude but you need to brush your teeth and hair and get a change of clothes before I take you to your doctors appt."

No Chelsea don't apologize. I know I'm a mess and I know i prolly look like a homeless person right now I giggled a bit.

"Okay let me take you to your house really quickly before your doctors appt"