Our crazy life

Chapter 42 "Shes Dead"

Keanu's p.o.v

it was the next morning. It was a gloomy raining day. Louis was still asleep and I was fixing breakfast downstairs in the kitchen. It was dead silent. There wasn't a sound besides the the eggs on the stove cooking. I stared off into the living room in a daze as I cooked the eggs. Sandy was on my mind. I stood there for a good three minutes until I jumped back away from the stove holding my hand in pain. It was burnt and so was the eggs. I quickly ran my hand under ice cold water to ease the pain and I threw the eggs in the trash and the hot pan in the skink.

I sighed

I will admit it's been weird for the past couples months with Sandy not waking up next to me and not being able to kiss her good night and good morning.

I miss that.

I miss Sandy

Her presence

Her smile

Her laugh

Her kisses, hugs, smell, touch

Everything.

But the only thing that got be through the day is knowing I could go visit her in the hospital.

Monica (Ryan's girlfriends p.o.v) aka Sandy's Nurse.

I walked into Sandy's hospital room and noticed she was asleep. I glanced down at the bed and there laid her phone. I looked around the room slowly and looked again at Sandy. I slowly stuck my hand out and grabbed her phone and slid it open. I started scrolling through her messages with Keanu.

I craved that man. He was so sexy and I wanted him to myself. Screw Ryan...

I heard another nurse knock on the door. I jumped and threw Sandy's phone back on the bed & acted like I was checking on her.

"She looks great... Just sleeping." I said as I turned around smiling.

The other nurse looked at me puzzled. I walked out of the room and into the waiting area to gather my thoughts.

"Why am I being such a bad person. I'm making extremely selfish and sick decisions right now... But in the end I'll be happy so it's worth it right? I just need to brave up and tell Keanu Sandy's dead, so he will forget about her and think all about me" I asked myself.

I looked up and saw Louis and Keanu getting off the elevator. I quickly ran up to them and took a deep breath.

"Umm uh. Keanu? This is extremly hard to say and I don't think Louis needs to hear this and I think you should sit down."

Keanu looked at me as pale as a ghost. I saw fear in his eyes. It broke my heart to see him that way but I continued.

I took his hand and lead him over to the couch in the waiting room.

"Sandy... She umm. She passed away this morning. I'm sorry Keanu. I really am"

Before I could even finish my sentence tears were pouring down Keanu's face.

He quickly stood up and said

"I need to see her" and tried to walk back to her room.

I quickly stopped him and shouted "no" you can't.

He turned around with a disgusted look.

"She's already been taken out of the room. You can't see her... She's gone"

He fell to floor in the middle of the hall and put his face into his hands sobbing.

He whispered "Sandy baby. I love you and I miss you. I wish I could have seen, kissed or even have just touched your delicate skin."

he managed to gather himself and picked up Louis and rushed out of the hospital....

& that's the last I saw of him.