Our crazy life

Chapter 29 Big Mistake.

Ryan's p.o.v

I hand Sandy her candy bar as we drive home in silence. She opened it up and broke off each kit kat. I hear her chewing that's how silent the car was. As I was I driving I had flashbacks to the good times Sandy and I had. We were young and stupid.

I giggled aloud when I thought of the night Sandy and I were driving home from dinner. My car had broken down and it was pouring rain. I remember us walking the rest of the way home getting soaked. We stopped at a K-Mart to try to dry off some and get something to drink. I remember acting like little kids. Sandy told me we were going to get kicked out because we were riding bikes around the store and eating food without paying for it. The thought of that night gave me chills. The good kind.

"Ryan? Ryan?"

What? I said loudly

"I've been saying your name for the past 10 minutes. At least that's what it seems."

Sorry I was in a daze. I was just thinking...

We arrive at my place and I unlock the door.

"Come on in Sandy" I say motioning her inside.

She giggles as she steps inside squeezing her shirt filled with water.

"Do you have anything I can sleep in for the night?"

Nope. Your going to have to sleep in your sopping wet clothes I say jokingly. I'm kidding Sandy. If you go upstairs I still have some clothes you left here from the last time...

Sandy's p.o.v

I walked up the stairs. Inhaling the air. Having flashbacks and memories to the last time I was here. I walked down the hallway and into Ryan's bedroom. Everything was exactly the same from the last time I was here. I walked over to his dresser and opened a drawer. I picked up one of Ryan's shirts and held it close to my chest . I sniffed it and it smelt like his cologne. I undressed myself and slipped on his t shirt. It was quiet big and came just above my knees showing a bit of my ass.

I tip toed through the hallway and down the stairs. Ryan was sitting on the couch drinking a beer watching The Heat. I laughed aloud when I saw myself on his tv screen. He looked back at me peaking around the couch.

"What" he questioned laughing

Really. We're going to watch this? I asked as I walked over to the couch trying to cover my butt as I walked past.

"That giddy laugh" Ryan said bluntly

What about it I questioned raising my eye brows

"I miss it. That's all."

I smiled and looked down, fiddling with my fingers. So many things were rushing through my mind... I started questioning my choices and actions.

"Should I do this"

"Should I be here"

"Am I making the right choice?"

I give in.

I miss you too. I say back as I crawl over to him resting my head on his chest. This is going to sound weird but I miss the smell of you.. I laugh.

"There's that giddy laugh again..." Ryan says putting his hands on my hips.

I kiss his neck softly and slowly.

Ryan pulls me on top of him and starts kissing my lips and chin.

"I've been dreaming of this moment from the last time we stopped talking" Ryan whispers.

I lay there effortlessly.

"I'm making a big mistake" I thought to myself as Ryan kissed my body up and down.