chapter 12

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"RYAN" I yelled. "Why are you here?" "I came to see my grandmother, I wasn't expecting to see you here" he said. He bent down and tried to give me a kiss. I pushed him away and said "do you not understand. IM MARRIED and I have a son, you tricked me into something I didn't want to do the other night and I hate myself for falling for it. You made me feel like an awful mother and wife. I had sex with you Ryan and I was married. You knew that but you insisted. I hope you live the rest of your life miserable and when I do tell Keanu the truth your probably going to rip my marriage apart so I might as well just say that's for that now" he looked at me puzzled, like he didn't understated why I was so mad. He didn't say a word he just stood there and stared at me. I said "I think you should get going, apparently you have to see your grandmother and I'm waiting to see Louis"

About that time Keanu walked back with my snickers and he had gotten himself a Milky Way. Ryan was still standing their and Keanu still didn't know what happened between us. Keanu said "hey man, how ya doing, what brings you here" Ryan looks over at me and says "guess you haven't told him yet have you" and walks away. I could tell he was trying to start something once he realized I didn't want anything to do with him. Keanu looked extremely confused and asked me what he was talking about. I told him it was nothing and we'd talk about it later.

Keanu's p.o.v.

The nurse came out and came up to Sandy and i and told us we could come back and see Louis now. I knew Sandy was scared to hear what had happened to Louis and what Jesse did. I took her hand and held it close as we walked down the hall way. The nurse walked us to his room and said "here it is, he's inside" I slowly opened the door and saw Louis sitting in the hospital bed. Sandy was still in the hallway. She was standing outside the door but couldn't see Louis. I waved my hand and said come in. She shook her head no and mouthed "I'm scared" I walked back out into the hallway and said "everything's fine, I'm sure he wants to hear your voice." She whispered "I hate seeing my son in pain. I wish it was me and not him" I took Sandy's hand and lead her into the room.

Sandy's p.o.v.

I saw Louis laying there helplessly in a huge hospital bed. He looked so tiny sitting there sleeping. He had a breathing mask on his face and wires hooked up. I sat on the edge of the bed and took his hand. "I love you Louis. This is mommy talking and you mean the absolute world to me. This shouldn't have happened and I'm sorry it did. Mommy doesn't love you any less. In fact my love grows bigger and bigger for you each day. My job is to protect you and keep you safe and I failed at doing that today. I want to let you know your daddy and I love you so much it's hard to put into words or to even explain. I love you baby"

Keanu's p.o.v.

I was sitting there watching Sandy.. Hearing those words come out of her mouth made me realize how great of a mother she was. Her words were so heart felt and the love she had for Louis was out of the world. I started to tear up because it was such a beautiful moment. Sandy looked over at me and saw me starting to cry. She came over and sat on my lap and put her hand on my cheek. She said "I have the most wonderful family I could have ever asked for and I love you so much" I kissed her on the forehead and she went back to Louis's side and continued talking to him until he woke up.

The doctor called Sandy and I out into the hall way to discuss what happened. The doctor said "well first I'm going to tell you how this all happened" Sandy hushed the nurse and said "you know what, I don't care how it happened. I just want to know if my son Is going to be okay. I just want to put everything in the past and start fresh" the nurse shook her head and continued "yes your son will be okay. He will just have to stay here for a couple days until he recovers"

3 DAYS LATER

Today was the day Louis got to leave the hospital. The little man was so excited to go back home. He told Keanu and I he missed his room and all his toys. Which I didn't blame him. I missed my bed myself. The last couple nights I've had to sleep on a couch in a hospital room that was not comfortable at all, so yes I was happy to be back home. The doctor told us Louis had to take it easy for a couple of days so Keanu and I went out and bought some movies for us to all watch. We all crawled into our bed and cuddled up under the covers. Keanu and I were laying on our sides facing each other and Louis was right in the middle. Keanu looked over at me and said "do you still want to talk about everything" I told him "no, I want to leave everything in the past and start over" he smiled at me and said "I think that's a great idea." I said "but wait, I just want to know one thing, who's the other women?" "How did you know about that?" He said. I looked up and said "I just know things" and laughed. He said "it was Julia Roberts" I just sat there and didn't say a word. Surprisingly it didn't bother me. Keanu was mine and we were married. He told me he loved me and he apologized and that's all that matters. I trusted him this time only because he said he has changed and he proved that to me. He took my hand and said "you know our fingers interlock perfectly together like puzzles pieces." I smiled and said "yes I do realize that" he laughed and looked down at Louis to see if he had fallen asleep. He was so Keanu carried him into his bed room and tucked him in. Keanu crawled back into bed and wrapped his arms around me. He told me he loved me about a million times. At least that's what it seemed. My ear was up against his chest and I could hear his heart beating. I felt comfortable and safe in his arms and I knew I was going to spend the rest of my life with him. Loving and cherishing him more each and everyday. I was one blessed girl to have such a wonderful husband and son And I couldn't have been happier. I looked up at Keanu and said "oh, and by the way....

I'm pregnant." :-)

***I need your guys opinion. I was going to end the book here or should I continue... ???****

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