Our crazy life

Chapter 26 Guilt

Sorry for the short chapter...

Sandy's p.o.v

I quickly tried to shut the door as I grabbed my robe covering myself up. I didn't want Ryan to see me in my lingerie. Ryan put his hand in the door so I couldn't shut it

"Sandy please wait. Just let me explain"

No Ryan. I can't have you in my honeymoon suite. If Keanu came back and saw you here it would be disastrous.

"Fine. I'll wait till Keanu gets back to ask him if it's okay if we talk"

Is it really that important. For you to barge in on my honeymoon night especially?

"Yes Sandy it is" he insisted. "I'll wait in my car till Keanu gets back"

I shut the door and leaned on it and sighed. I was so stressed. I needed something to drink & Keanu still wasn't back. I went over to the bottle of wine that Keanu had originally bought and chugged it down.

"Ugh, nasty" I said aloud.

Keanu came through the door startling me. "Hey baby" he said. Handing me the bottle of wine. He noticed that some of the nasty wine was gone. "Don't tell me your drunk" I giggled and blushed. He pulled me across the bed noticing my lingerie. He gave me little kisses up and down my neck. I knock came on the door.

I moaned In annoyance.

"Who's that Keanu asked"

Ryan.

"What's he doing here"

I don't know he wanted to talk to me earlier but I told him no. I wanted to make sure that was okay with you first.

"Yeah it's fine baby. I trust you." He smacked my butt as I was getting up and said "go"

I giggled as I ran to the door.

Ryan pulled me outside and said

"Listen. Keanu invited me to your wedding but I didn't come and now I regret it. I wish I was there to see your beautiful face and body in that wonderful gown."

I interrupted Ryan and said "stop. I don't know where your going with this but I can't. Please don't call me beautiful just stop. I can't deal with this right now"

Sandy I'm sorry. I just can't stop thinking about you and I want you. I was so stupid to let you go. I should have kept you when I had you but I was young back then and stupid.

I backed away from Ryan stumbling trying to open the door.

"Please don't leave me" Ryan insisted.

I whispered back and said "I have too, I'm sorry"