-Chapter Forty two-
CAITLIN POV
I held Luke's hand as we walked into the restaurant. The lady directed us to our table and kept smiling at luke but he ignored her. She was about seventeen she was pretty yes, skinny defiantly. I started to feel, insecure?
I never liked my body, and I was eating a lot. It was my period week but now, I am bloating and it's just gross. No one's going to love me, I can't believe luke held me up he probably was dying trying to hold me up.
"For you miss?" She said in a perky tone, "I'm not hungry just a spri- I mean water." I smile and she walks off. Luke didn't look at me, he just sat there playing with the sugar packet.
Luke ordered a coke and the water was placed in front of me. "So," luke looked up at me and I just stir the straw in the water. "If you don't like the food we can go." He says and I shake my head "I'm just not hungry," I sigh and he grabs my hand.
My stomach grumbles and he smirks, "I'm not." I defend and he laughs, but then stops when he knows I'm serious. "It's been hours since you ate, caite. Just eat som-"
"So I can get fat?" I ask and his eyes go open and he nearly spits out the coke.
"Who said that? caite who said that." Did I mention it's all over newspapers? Or what about when Simon lets me see what's going on Luke's account, never once did he stand up for me.
"I'm leaving," I decide and he grabs my hand.
"Don't." He begged.
"You and everyone around us think I'm fat so don't try luke, I'm done."
"I never said that! What is making you think that I can fix it."
"You staring at the waitress, she's skinny and pretty. Date her and your fans there not real ones if they can't accept me and what I look like."
"Is that what you think? You think you're fat?" He asks and I nod my head, welcoming the tears.
"What do you want me to say caite, I'd take you over some supermodel. You are worth it, and I will say it again and again. You're fucking perfect and it kills me because you don't see it." He said and I let my tears stream down my face.
Luke pulls me into his embrace, "let's get out of here." He says leaving a twenty dollar bill on the table.
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Perfect// luke hemmings
Hayran KurguI fell in love with her like You fall asleep. Slowly and all at once. *in the process of editing* (Yes basically the last song, I didn't have any ideas and I was watching it while writing it)