Perfect// luke hemmings

-Chapter Eighty three-

-Chapter Eighty three-

~5 months later~

CAITLIN POV

I realize that between everything with me and luke I still love him. I always will. He has never pushed me into doing things I don't want to and has never brought the dating thing up. What if he didn't want a relationship with me? What if he thinks it's better to be friends! Friends with kids.

Oh no, I don't want that. I turn my head to the couch next to me, he doesn't even want to sit on the same couch as me. My mother decided to have a day with her grandchildren with no daughter. I sigh, I miss them. It's been like two hours, what if something happens? No, I would have got a call. Everything's fine, breath caite.

"Let's go out," luke suddenly jumps up from his seat, do I really want to go out? Do I have to, no? I get up and pick up the remote shutting off the tv. Luke doesn't even bother grabbing my hand, he runs out in the winter air.

It's supposed to snow, I hope my babies are warm enough. I grab a coat and walk to the car, the doors not even open. When I arrive in the car it's on warm full blast I shiver, he doesn't seem to notice or care.

I look out the window, it's been a long day maybe if I can find sleep. I'll wake up and he won't be ignoring me. Sleep never came, but I did close my eyes for a while "Caitlin we're here." Did I mention he's been calling me Caitlin? Not babe, Caitlin.

I groan we were at an airport to go to New York City.
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Currently we're staying at a hotel. It was beautiful. They set up decorations on the big tree, I can see it from the distance it's so big and pretty. This time he does grab my hand, I haven't held his hand, I haven't kissed those lips in a month what if he has got tired of me.

Not to mention it's 5 days till Christmas.

NICOLE POV

I laugh at something cam said, god I miss him. He's been so wonderful these past months, the best part he will stay with me and help me fall asleep it's so easy to with him. I remember when it was my first-month anniversary Neymar never showed up, I was crush and cam saw me cry.

He brought me to his dorm and let me cry on his chest, Neymar pled for forgiveness and I said yes because I love him. He never gave me an explanation except 'I got caught up' that seems to be his excuse nowadays. When we do hang out, he will tell me how special I am how much he loves me.

"You know if you were mine again, I never let you go. Never wanna leave your side, ever." He sounds so clam saying it, he brushes the strain behind my ear as we faced each other on the bed. "Thanks." I smile, I feel like he gets close to every word we say.

"I really messed up and I can't believe it took losing you to realize I'm nothing without you." This time I'm sure he moved close, my breathing hitches "I have a b-boyfriend" I told him, I know he knows this but still.

He places his hand on my cheek moving his face closer. He's gonna kiss me, I want him to kiss me. "Tell me if you want this or not," his voice was soft "kiss me," I begged he rolled on top of me supporting his weight on his elbow.

He was moving so slow, I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him down. I loved the feeling of his lips, they tasted like Cherries, he had cherry Chapstick. Our lips moved in sync, I pulled on his hair a little "I missed you." I say between breaths " I can't get you out of my mind, I think I made this worse" he giggled.

"I need to tell you something" he began I just moved into his chest "tell me tomorrow, whatever it is can wait."

"Nicky it can't wait." I shut him up with a kiss, what's wrong why can't he wait to tell me?

"Tomorrow." I tell him and he nods "you'll hate me even more." He says pulling me closer to him "I won't hate you." I tell him.

CAITLIN POV

We made our way to the tree, I felt a drip on my cheek and then it happens again, and again "it's snowing" I breathy smiled, as I looked up at the sky. It's perfect at this moment only luke went to the bathroom and told me to stay put.

It wasn't so packed but then again it was. We ran into Calum and Erin, I missed her even though we barely talked and also belle and Ashton they asked me on my opinion of her getting pregnant. I sit on a small bench so my back was to the tree.

People stared at me and I just played with my fingers, the floor was about covered with three inches of snow and luke still wasn't back, I'm so cold. He better be getting hot chocolate. It's been like an hour, what is he doing.

I roll my eyes, he probably left me, caite he didn't leave my subconscious tells me, I don't believe her, our walk here was fun, not really. He just admired the tree, while I admired him. I don't think he liked me anymore.

I kept in my tears once he comes back I'm going to ask to go home, my phones in the bag with the things we bought. I got an ornament with my name and Luke's name painted on I was going to give it to him on Christmas if we make it that long. Also gift cards and a glass polar bear.

I believe it's about nine. In a minute I'm going to walk home. I see a smiling luke as he walks up to me, he places the bag next to me and I stand up, he's in front of me. All I want is to kiss him, beg him never to leave.

"I want to go," I tell him, just then the lights go on. Luke smiles and I turn away to watch it a little, the music plays 'here comes Santa clause' when I turn back around I spot luke on one knee. What is he doing, he shuffles with something in his black coat pocket.

He pulls out a black box,

"Caitlin's Douglas, I fell for you over and over again and I'd do it every day for as long as we both shall live, I luke Robert hemmings will love you through nightfall and daylight, I am done with our pointless fighting over board games and movies, jealousy, and leavings. I am in love with you, I'm in love with everything about you. Your hair how it doesn't look perfect everyday only when you straighten it. How your eyes get so dull when you're about to cry. The way you get angry when a girl asks for an autograph. I know I'm in love when I see you. You mean everything, you always will. I know I haven't been here, well I was... But I mean distance lately because I've been waiting for this moment and can you believe it, our son and daughter first Christmas is coming, anyway Caitlin just Marry me."

My mind and heart are screaming yes, but I just can't form my words. The speaker from across on top of a building beeps "just say yes caite." I laugh and shake my head with tears threatening to spill "okay."

"I mean yes, YESS I'll Marry you luke." He slides on the ring and I start crying, they might turn into icicles. Luke wipes my tears off and pulls up and hugs me for dear life, he lifts me off the ground spinning me and kissing my lips. I missed those lips.

"SHE SAID YES" he shouts and I laugh as everyone cheers.