lost by the world

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Skyler (POV)

 We eat our food silently and I was the one to finish my food first. I was done and I was watching Christopher, even while eating he don't lose his single curtness and charm.

Adoring him is like adoring a new born baby, so sweet, good looking, and full of hotness. His eyes never leave mine. When he is around me I feel safe, I feel like I'm the real me instead of acting something different.

When he  is close to me, my heart race, my times I've sleepless night just thinking about him.

He was done eating, he collect all the boxes and went to thrown them in the bin. He came back with a goofy grin on his face.

"What's with that smile?" I ask as I found myself smiling.

"Nothing, I can't smile?" he asks while raising his left eyebrow.

"So are you leaving...?" I trail.

"No, I'm sleeping here with you, I won't leave you this time and regret later" he said.

"What! What are you going to tell your mother, that you are sleeping at a girl house?" I said and massage my forehead.

"I'm not that good, I told her that I'm sleeping at Jackson house and I called him and informed him that if my mom calls him just tell her that I'm  with him" he said.

"I thought you were mummy's boy but you are something different, something different from other boys "I grin and tried not to stare him.

"I'm not like most boys" he said repeating and quoting my dialogue.

"So you will be sleeping downstairs? And I'll be sleeping here!" I said and lie down on my bed.

He came and lies down beside me like in a flash of second. This caught my breath in my lungs, "why?" he said and came face to face.

"What Why? We can't share my bed "I said and sit straight in my place.

"We can, if you want" he said and came more close to me.

"Okay, fine, first go away from my face, I can't breathe properly!" I said and he did as he was being told.

"Me being close to you, affects you a lot, don't I?" he said and grin.

"No... No not at all!" I said in a stumbling way.

"You stutter, that means I'm right "he said and now he was just two steps away from me.

"No, your closeness doesn't affect me "I said and shift in my place hesitantly.

"Okay, let's do one thing than" he said and stood in his place.

"Prove it "he said.

"How? "I said trying not to show him how my breath is working awfully now.

"Look into my eyes until one of us gives up "he said in a matter of fact.

"Okay... okay! "I said and this time he walked two steps and cover up the space between us. I was on the left side of the bed and was on right side, now we both were on left side of the bed, close, breathing hard inside.

We have been this close for the second time, first was when he kissed me. Looking into his eyes can make me blind, looking into his eyes; I can find myself completely lost in his world, a world full of love and happiness.

Staring into his emerald green eyes, his eyes have a different control on me, a control which don't feel like dominating but I feel like I'm serenading myself to him with happiness. I get lost in his beautiful eyes every time I look in his eyes.

His eyes did blink for a second and a grin appear on his face which I can't resist, I can't resist myself tonight, he his making hard for me, I think he knows that his eyes have control on me.

I smile at the same time but none of us got back we continue to stare in each other's eyes, I felt like I'm not just staring into his eyes but also into his soul. I remember Shakespeare quote saying" a lover's eyes will gaze an eagle blind ".

"Sky give up, I know you are half dying inside "he said still continuing his stares on me which made him look like  an insane person.

His words took time to dissolve into my brain as I was completely drowning in his emerald green eyes.

"I'm not dying, not now, not while looking in your eyes "I said in a husky voice.

He just grins and touches my nose tip with his figure tip. "You look cute, when you are like this "he said.

His touch was smooth yet enduring, feeling his touch against my skin makes me stone cold.

"Christopher we need to sleep, we have school tomorrow" I said still not taking my eyes off from him.

"You always spoil things like that" he said.

"Don't we have school tomorrow, so let's just sleep" I said as I was getting sparkling feelings inside my stomach.

"Fine, but you lose, because you are the one telling to back off, you lose and I win! " he said and we both took our eyes off each other.

"Okay, I lose and you win" I said and lie down on my bed comfortably and he lie down on the right side of the bed.

My back was facing Christopher's back. We both were lying silently ,watching walls .

"Sky?" he said in a low tone.

"Hmm" I hummed, not wanting to talk much.

"What is your favorite song? Which you can listen every time without getting bored"he said.

"Why? suddenly?" I ask and turn right to see if he facing towards me , I saw him watching me and a smile spread on my lips.

"I just want to know" he said.

"I like lots of song but my favorites are can't help falling in love with you by Elvis and the way you look tonight by Frank Sinatra "I said and hummed his song silently in my mind.

"Why you like 90s song more than today's song?" he asks.

"I don't know, I guess because of their words, 90s song words are more sensible not like todays song, todays people don't have good choice in songs ,they don't want to feel words ,they just don't want to feel anything, they just want to enjoy dirty words songs" I said truly.

"I sometimes feel like you have 90s people soul and mind, the way you talk about today's generation is just the way my mom talks about today's generation" he said and laugh.

I grin; I know I have different taste in everything as compared to today's generation I thought to myself.

"But I like the way you are "he said silently.

"What? "I ask.

"I mean, I like the way you always speak truth instead of faking" he said.

"Oh! Okay" I said and a long breathe and yawn carried my way.

"You should sleep now, you are yawing "he said.

"yeah , good night" I said and turn left to face the wall to sleep, if I continue to look at him , I know that I won't sleep all night, I'll just keep on staring.

"Good night, Sky, see me in your dreams "he said and I found myself smiling wide. I've already seen him so many times in my dreams, he don't know that.

I slept after few minutes as I was exhausted, I messaged my mom asking about her health and did not receive any message back, so I thought that she is already asleep, I kept my mobile aside and slept and saw Christopher was deep asleep.

He look so good even while sleeping I wanted to touch his birth mark which is just beneath his lips.

His curly hair, eyes, birthmark everything makes me wild about him.