lost by the world

3

As I reach home, my home is just  twenty five minutes away from my ice-cream parlour.

         My home is creamish in colour because my dad and mom like soft colours and I like the same, there is a pretty hall room 1st, then kitchen, and one single room down, and 2 rooms up for me and my younger brother. His name is Tom. He is too good  in discipline, he is shy and cute.

          As I walked inside my home , I saw Tom running towards me and hugging my legs tightly. He is too small to reach above. I bent down to his level and  he kiss me on the cheeks.
"I am starving, can you make something to eat? " Tom asked.

"Yes"I said.

I walked into the kitchen, and started making macaroni because we all love, "who doesn't love it"? right. After 15 minutes I was done with making it. I walked out and informed Tom that macaroni is done, we both sat and eat.

"Yummy ", Tom said. After when we both were done eating he went outside to play with his friends.

             I went inside my mom room to check if she need some help I mean she is suffering from a very
critical disease. She is suffering from Cancer, she is on her 2nd stage so, doctors said, "she we will be fine if, she can continue having medicines and other therapy at correct timing and not losing her will power", which is most important. Her room lights were off,and  I thought she is asleep, I don't want to disturb her from her sleep, she sleep very less because her therapy and medicine effect her a lot, she cry a lot at night because she can't sleep and sometimes she even have a nightmare. As I was about to leave her room I heard, some whispers, "Hey, Skyler what are you doing there, come and sit over here" I walked to her bed and sat.  Her voice was gruff.

"Hey, mommy I thought you were asleep",  I said while shifting in my place, "I was asleep but I hear someone opening the door" she replied. "So, have you taken your medicine on time," I said. "Yeah, leave it now, how was your day"? "It was good, why"? "just asking" she replied dryly. I told  her to sleep because I can't talk to her more then 5 minutes other wise I start crying, which I can't control around her. Seeing her in this condition makes me feel worst, I can't see my mom particularly begging every time for not eating medicine and taking that hard therapy.

        I left her room and went to my room, my room is quite good how I want it to be, it is as it is. A small  study desk in the corner,one bed which face towards window, and my closet in the other corner, and a small cupboard type shelf which is just above my bed for keeping books, novels and my things.

As I went inside, I ran to my bed directly hugging a pillow close to my chest and started crying, I can't see her in this condition,  I don't get much time to talk to her to share my thoughts, I can't share a single thing to any one not even my friends because I have trust issue, I can't trust anyone , I don't why, but I can't!.

Ever thing inside me keeps making me feel bad, feeling all alone and depressed sometimes. I got up from my nap at around 9:00 pm, I think I slept while crying. I went down to see my dad is here or not, he isn't here so I have time to make dinner and went inside kitchen and start cooking around 10:30 pm I was all done making fried rice. After few minutes my dad arrived," hey, Skyler I am back and how is Elli and Tom"?.

I came back with a glass of water and gave it to my dad.

"They are fine ,how was your day"? I said.

" It was good, I will freshen up and see you"he said.

Till he is back I placed all the food on the table and mom came out of her room shaking a bit and walking slowly, I went to help her to come and joint us for dinner.

Tom was asleep, so I went to his room to wake him up we both walked down to see dad already sitting on his table and talking to mom and more obviously, "how she is feeling" ? and all.

Tom sat on his table and everyone started eating there food mom was talking to dad about his work, "how the shop is going on"?

My dad owned an Antique shop which is one hour away from our house. His shop has good Antique items, once he got an antique and unique necklace, which I saw the 1st time and liked it instantly. He gave me that necklace as a birthday gift on my 16th birthday . It was like love at 1st sight  it has diamond inside it and a coating around it, and a colourful chain which passes through that pendant. I never remove that chain, it suits with ever clothes that I own. After completing our dinner dad walked out with mom to their room,Tom went to his own and I  cleaned the table and washed the vessels.

         At around 11:30 pm I was done with all work at I went to my room, as my body touched the comfy bedsheets it felt like heaven.

I continued reading my novel which I was about to finish, it was" Looking for Alaska" by  John Green, at one a clock I was done.

Novel  was awesome like all the characters were good at there place, last but not least, "I liked it". After that I try to sleep but wasn't able to, so I watched some videos on YouTube and scroll down on Instagram and try searching Christopher a new  boy from class . I didn't get his account, but that guy has something like I have never seen, he is  cute and handsome guy but at the same time shy. I mean we have seen plenty of boys in a school who are handsome and sexy , but they all are mostly player's which I don't like at all.

He  is  different from other because I have never stared at guys more than 2 minutes. He is something. And at around 1:30am I slept  clutching my duvet close to myself which makes me more comfortable while sleeping so its kinda a habit now.

It takes a lot of time to write and I have to think hard what's going to be next because I will update one chapter a day so. please like my story and comment which part you like the most or what  you want
the next thing to be.

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