lost by the world

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CHRISTOPHER (POV)

I dropped Sky at her home and went back to mine. I'm doing nothing today rather than completing my books and assignments. Though I study hard it takes a lot of efforts to work hard and stand first in class.

I removed my English book as my assignments are undone and my book is also incomplete. I told Jackson to give me his book while getting back from school he might be on his way or he might just took a stop on subway to get something to eat. Till then I went down to grab a coke and some snacks and yogurt.

"Hey, are you busy today?" Mom ask as she walked  in the kitchen.

"Umm... yeah, why?" I said and remove my eatable products from refrigerator.

"No, I was going market, thought you did like to come and  help me" She said and walked out of kitchen.

I sensed that she was going somewhere because she was all ready and  holding car  keys.

"You enjoy, I've work to do" I said. I went back to my room and found my old book lying half under my bed.

I removed that book. I've done lot of scribbling in it of band name, songs, comics, movies, friends name there were so many scribble and doddle. I  took pen and started doodling again as Jackson is not here yet.

My hands unknowingly started writing Skyler name in different fonts. I don't know how but my hands did. I guess because my minds thinks about her every time.

Today when we went that shop "DONATE A SLICE" she was extremely happy, it is easy to read her eyes sometimes and sometimes it's hard to understand her.

She is unique in every different way. Her eyes make me feel like she is so innocent. Her iris is  dark brown like dark chocolate or dark coffee.
She is making me loose my brain every time I look at her.

I've never ask her on date, I've never gifted her something, I've never ask her how she feels in my company, I've never ask her why she wear that pendant every time, I guess her ex boyfriend had gifted her that pendant, but when I kissed her she told me it was her first kiss. That means she never had boyfriend. I haven't ask her so many things, Though I never said her that I love her.

In school today when we got caught red handed I was partly playing and I partly wanted to confess my love to her since I saw her.

I want to scream and tell whole world that she is mine, I love her, and I can do anything to get her. She is throne and everyone out there is trying to get that throne.

I saw her looking at that Panama hat today, I guess I can gift her that hat this coming Christmas, there is only few days left for Christmas. As she was looking at hat so firmly and, I have one pair of panama hat for myself which is black in colour.

I was thinking to give her something this upcoming Christmas but was able to think what to give. She made it easy herself for me. I'll buy that hat and give her I thought to myself.

I hear doorbell ring and went down to see Jackson was standing on porch carrying burger and coke.

"Come in" I said and open the door wide open for him.

"Where is your Mom? " Jackson ask and followed me.

"She went market" I said and we reach my room.

Jackson was the first to enter in my room, as I was searching for some school accessories.

"Christopher, Christopher!" I hear blasting voice of Jackson from my room, I left all my books on table and practically run towards my room.