TW: Brief mention of cutting
December 16th, 12:01 pm
Ok I'm on lunch
Plz respond
I'm not mad at u. I'm just disappointed in myself
I always mess everything up
I'm rly sorry
It wasn't fair for me to say that, because I were only trying to be ther 4 me.
Well...
Um...
U opened up to me, so it's probably only fair I open up to u too
Um...
So, u know I'm gay
Obviously u figured it out
Idk I just thought what if it's wrong to be that way?
The kids at school just pick on me because of it
I don't want to sound like a kicked puppy or anything, but sometimes I wonder if they're right, u know?
Srry that doesn't make sense
Also, the reason I'm up late is because I can't stop thinking about how I hate myself and all the things I did wrong and my thoughts just kind of haunt me at night
They are part of the reason I started cutting
Myself I mean
I keep my walls up in order to "protect" myself but rlly it just pushed everyone away
I say everyone but I really mean u
Ur the only real friend I've had in a long time, Princey. I don't even KNOW u
It feels right talking to u somehow
Does that sound crazy?
Sorry, my anxiety is spiking up
But honestly, ur the only person who I've had for a long time, and I chased u away.
Plz
Im really sorry Princey
Ur my best friend
What I did was really shitty and I said something that I knew would hurt ur feelings, because I wanted...
I don't really know what I wanted
Not this though
Ur not an idiot, and ur dad is an asshole. I can't believe he'd do stuff like that to u. I could try to help u with the questions if u wanted, tho I'm not very good at that kind of thing either. But ITW is a big deal for u and I want u to live ur dream.
But anyway
Sorry I tend to ramble when I'm anxious
But you've been mad at me for over 48 hrs and I'm already not able to function. I don't know how I did it without u before
We've only known each other a few months but honestly u rly r my best friend.
Honestly none of that made any sense
Sorry
Anyway
I hope u will forgive me
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