Once was "It's a Love Story".
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It'd been a crazy few months since the announcement that the band had broken up, it was like everyone's world had flipped upside down. Nick had up and left, going and traveling the world. Melissa had applied for the community college back home, so she was busy with classes.
Kevin and Dani were busy taking care of their newborn babygirl that had made her entrance into this world in February; Alena Rose Jonas.
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But back home, Melissa was not in the right space mentally, without Nick home, she couldn't function by herself. And for the past few days, she had been ignoring any call that lit up her phone and didn't answer the door as Kevin and Joe came to check on her.
Everyone sadly had forgotten about the smallest factor of why Melissa would be acting like this, and that is her depression... her mental state that changed the way she saw the world. The way she saw herself... ——— It had been about 3 weeks now that she had been at home by herself, didn't respond to anyone, except for a time here or there that she answered when Nick called her.
She leaned back against the plush couch, staring off into the distance. Letting herself dive deep into her thoughts was probably the worst thing she could do. The thoughts, the horrible, powerful thoughts that consumed her daily.
Why does Nick stay with you? You're useless. Nothing goes right when you're around. Why do you even keep yourself going? End it!
The last thoughts made her heart stop, as she hadn't had life-threatening things take over her in such a long time.
Nothing was stopping her, no one could stop her. The small, empty house only helped the thoughts consume her more and more.
Soon enough the emptiness that was overtaking her all became so much that she needed to fill the void.
So there she was, sitting on the cold, tile floor... in nothing but one of Nick's t-shirts and shorts. Her head pounded so badly, that she needed some type of release.
