Regrets

1

You know what they say ; be ready for the unexpected. Sometimes I feel like I gained less than I gave. This time , opinions are divided

"When will you tell Shawn?" My sister, Sky , asks me

"I don't know. Having a baby it's a big responsibility. I'm in a state of a fine mess right now " I tell her , as I coil in my bed

Shawn ,reportedly, got secretly engaged with Chloe , a super model , 2 days ago.

And a week ago I found out that I'm pregnant. Isn't life great?

Shawn and I were something like a couple. But not an official couple. Yet , we didn't want anyone to learn about us. Only our closest friends and relatives knew. Until we decided that being on our own would be more preferable. Time passes by way too fast

I really miss those moments with Shawn . It was only me , him and the chemistry between us. Now he is engaged and I'm expecting his child

"You can't withhold from his this information. You are pregnant and it's Shawn's baby too. " Sky says , trying to convince me to talk to Shawn

" Have you ever seen Chloe pissed? She will leave no stone unturned until she makes I'm gone from Shawn's life" I say

"This is not about Chloe. This is about you , Shawn and your unborn child. You get me baby sis?" Sky says , messing with my hair , before leaving my room

I feel like Sky is acting like a 5 year old ; not understanding the importance of the situation. I don't even have the balls to call Shawn and tell him about our baby

But , having a baby is for sure a blessing . I don't regret making love with Shawn . I don't regret breaking up with him. Thought, I will do regret everything if I don't tell him about our unborn child

Shawn is probably somewhere in Canada , with his family and Chloe. And I'm in LA , in my dad's luxurious house.

My parents took a divorce when I was little and haven't seen my mom since then. I don't really miss her. Sky was and still is both a mom and sister to me

And as far as our dad is concerned , money is all it matters for him.

"I have to call him" I say under my breath as I search for my phone

When I finally find it, I type Shawn's number slowly and try to weigh the benefits and drawbacks of telling him the truth

I can always fake a life if things go wrong

I put my phone on speaker phone and wait for him to answer the call. But instead , the voice mail system answers my call. Shawn never minds to listen to his voice mails so I will go ahead and confess everything

"Hey , Shawn. Congrats on your engagement. You really love Chloe. Um, look. I don't know how to say this . We had a good time together until we called it a quit. But I have something really important to tell you. I'm pregnant. And you are the dad. I'm a couple months pregnant. If you don't believe, it's totally fine , I just wanted to let you know that you are gonna be a dad. I love you " I say , hanging up

I feel like I lost half a stone. But when the door opens , I feel like my heart skipped a beat, not in the good way

"You are pregnant?" My dad asks me

Oh shit

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