Regrets

24

I haven't talked to Cole or Dad, or even Shawn yet  I just staying in my apartment, minding my own business and keeping a distance from social media

"Can we go outside?" Art says, putting his head on my stomach

"Maybe later. " I tell him as I hold his little hand

"I want to see dad" Art says and that made my heart race for a few seconds

Since dad said that Shawn is Art's dad and he heard it, Art has been referring to Shawn as ' his dad " . Well, Shawn is Art's dad. It's just complicated.

"You will baby. " I say , kissing his forehead

I really want to see Shawn again. But I know he will soon reveal the public that he is married to Chloe. And everyone already knows about Art. Everything is just messed up.

Plus, Shawn will be dropping his lead single from SM4 later this week. I can't recall the title of the song. But it's one of the songs that were leaked back in 2017 and he has made some adaptions to the song and it's practically a brand new song

"Cmon Art, it's time to go for a walk" I decide and Art starts jumping up and down on my bed

I can't stay inside my house forever. People will always talk shit. Plus, I think Shawn is back in Canada with Chloe. I don't know if he talked to my dad or not. I don't care.

I walk to the park and let Art play with the other toddlers. Art is the mini version of Shawn. That's a fact.

"We need to talk" a female voice says . Oh well

"But I don't want to talk to you Chloe" I say, not giving a damn about what she has to say

"We have to talk. My wedding with Shawn is going through some pretty bad shit. Your dad had recorded our conversation. And Shawn heard it. He is in Canada right now and the single he is going to release this Friday, is about Art. " Chloe says , trying to make me pay attention to what she says

And she achieved that

"How can Shawn possibly release a song about Art? First of all, the song is one of those who were leaked but taken down. Yeah Shawn said that the song is much different that the one in 2017, but how can it be about Art?" I ask her

"The song is ' what if I told you a story ' . He has changed the melody and most of the lyrics. It's about his relationship with Art and you. He never wanted to publicize his private life. But this is different. He want to tell the world. I just thought you should know about the song" Chloe says, looking at Art and walking away

So , Shawn is releasing a song about me , him and Art and he is probably going to take a divorce with Chloe

Oh shit. And now what? I don't know . Chloe just came here to inform me that I'm the fucking reason why she is breaking up with Shawn.

Shit

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This chapter is short but I'm going to update soon 🖖🏻❤️