Regrets

18

I'm in the living room , sitting between a teddy bear and some other toys Shawn bought for Art,  with my laptop on my lap and searching for a new house.

I don't know why but I have been thinking of renting a new house all night. But everything seems to be out of the ordinary. This place isn't that bad after all. Let's get back to writing lyrics. I should seriously find another job. Like , writing lyrics is fun but not enough

"I suck" I say out loud and someone knocks on my door

I get up to see who it is and both Sky and Cole get into my apartment. They never wait for a ' cmon in '

"What happened? Where's Shawn?" Sky asks me. You can say she is the hot tempered one

"Where can he possibly be at 7 AM. At his hotel. Art is in my room , sleeping" I say getting back to my laptop and research

"But who bought all these " Cole asks

"Shawn. He also took a DNA test and now he is 100% sure he is Arthur's father and I can't tell him else " I tell them

And Shawn is expected to come any time soon. Ugh

"I haven't called Art with his full name for so long, I nearly forgot his full name" Cole states

"Same. But back to the point. What are you going to do?How are you going to deal with this?" Sky asks me

"I suggest you start drama" Cole says . He is the drama queen. Or king

I just laugh as I look at them talking about what should I do. Hi, hello. I'm here too

" Guys, relax. I told him about Chloe but he didn't believe. Of course he wouldn't. Who would he believe? His fiancee or the woman who didn't tell him about his son?" I ask them. It's a

"Anyways. You should talk to him, like seriously. No drama. No tension in the conversation." Cole suggests

"Weren't you the one who said about the drama?" Sky asks him

"That's why my relationships don't last longer than 3 weeks " Cole says

I love my siblings. Especially when they help me with my problems. Note the sarcasms. But no joke , I love them both. They have always supposed me. I wonder how dad is

A few minutes later , both Sky and Cole leave the house as they have to go to their work. Working from home can have some benefits. Art is still sleeping and I'm looking at my laptop's screen, without doing anything

And someone knocks on the door again. I'm tired of opening and closing the door. Ugh. I open the door and Shawn is standing in front of my door

Under other circumstances, i would fan girl

"It's 7 AM." I tell him

"Good. I brought breakfast. We have to talk" Shawn says , getting into my house.

"Can you please go out? It's early. I have to work. Art is asleep. Don't you have to rehearse or something? What does Andrew have to say about all these?" I ask him as he places the food in plates

The real question is how does he know where I keep the plates

"I explained everything to the guys yesterday as we were rehearsing late at night. Geoff, Andrew , Scott, Tom Everyone. They know. Now , we have to talk" Shawn says

I can't tell if Shawn is at a good mood right now or not

Let's just talk . That's what Sky & Cole advised me. Conversation is the key to everything, right?

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