Regrets

11

Martin came into the house, and the weird part is that he knows ny address

"So , nice house" Martin says , sitting down

"Thanks" I simply say

Sometimes, conversations , can get really awkward . Like you don't know what to say, how to act , what to do.

"I got your address from the doctor's files. I just wanted to make sure you are okay . I probably sound like a maniac or something" Martin says   

"It's nice of you actually , just a little bit creepy" I say

"And where's the baby's father?" Martin says looking around the house

He is with his fiancée, probably in Canada , having their life of the party and preparing their wedding

"In Canada probably" I say

"Oh so he is working there?" Martin asks me

He asks way to many questions

"I don't know" I say awkwardly as I get up and directed myself to the kitchen

And Martin follows me

I would define him with the ' stalker ' if he wasn't that cute

"What do you mean you don't know? It's the baby's father" Martin says

This is the awkward moment I was talking about

"Look , Martin , the baby's father is in Canada because he live there with his fiancée. I got nothing to do with them two. I live in NYC because I chose to" I say  and give Martin a serious look

"But don't they know about the baby?" Martin says me , sitting on a stool

"His fiancée knows, she was the one that told me to move here. When I found out that I was pregnant, I decided to tell the baby's father, but he was already engaged so instead of the baby's father, I confused everything to his fiancée on accident. She told me to keep a distance from him as he didn't want children at the moment and I live here and if the baby's father ever finds out , then I will be the center of the criticism. I know I'm stupid but you don't have the right to judge me" I say

Wow, I should really had applied for a law school

"Wow. Okay. I just gonna ask something random. Is Shawn Mendes the baby's father?", Martin asks me

I think I made it too obvious

"Yes he is. And if you dare to tell anything to anyone--" I don't manage to anything when Martin interrupts me

"Chill down. I won't tell anyone. It's your choice. But you really should have told Shawn about the baby. Plus , Shawn Mendes ? Damn" Martin says , making me smile , I don't know why

So indeed Martin is good man. Like , he is cute and trust worthy.

Yet, when I was with Shawn , the feelings were so different from those I have now

"Thanks tho , for keeping it a secret" I say with a smile

"No problem. I'm here for you. Even though I know a few days. Actually hours. Never mind" Martin says laughing

I feel like Martin has mixed feelings about what I just told him , like can he really keep everything a secret when everyone is trying to capitalise on drama?

I will just have to wait and see what will happen

But I think I can trust Martin . Is there any way that he will know Shawn ? Like have his number or something?

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So in like 3-4 chapters, I will add Shawn in the story and probably make it more interesting 😭