I can say that things are going pretty good. For the past months everything has been the way I wanted to.
Cole is still wild party animal. But he is will working and studying at the same time. Plus, Michigan's University offered him a scholarship in order to finish his medical studied there. He is still considering the offer since he doesn't want to leave me in NYC all alone.
Martin has been keeping a distance lately. Which to be honest it's okay. We are still in touch though.
And I'm pretty good too. I mean , I'm having a baby boy. I'm approximately 8 months pregnant and the doctor says I'm probably gonna give birth on the first week of December. And I haven't even picked a name yet
Shawn is having his best life with Chloe. Or at least that's what the internet says.
I can't resist but imagine how would life be , if I had told Shawn about my pregnancy. We could be a family.
"What's up?" Cole says , getting into my apartment while I am lost in my thoughts
"You should really learn how to knock " I point , opening my laptop
"No I'm good" Cole says sarcastically
And it's time to find a name. Every name I see , I think it's too common. I want something different , but yet unique
Or I can go with one of 50 most common names. That would do too
"I wonder how can some moms find the ideal name for their baby within seconds and I have been searching for one for the past 4 months " I say , scrolling through a website
"It's actually pretty easy. " Cole says
How can it even be easy? Whenever he goes to the market , it takes him 1 hour to pick the chips he wants.
" How can it even be easy? " I say , closing my laptop and looking at Cole
"Mom picked our names because she had a passion for colours. But she also likes adaptions so she didn't name us just Gray , Purple and Blue , which to be honest are pretty good names too, but she wanted something unique too . So , one day she came up with those names ,while a color festival was occuring" Cole explains
I knew the story how we got our names. But I never knew how could mom just choose our names. She even picked mine the day she found out she was pregnant
"I got your point. It's just, I don't know how to pick the right name. Like , what if it's obsolete in a few years? " I ask Cole
"Single out the names which have cute short names. Like , what represents you the most . And most importantly, what would Shawn like too. In the end, it's his baby too and sooner or later he will find out" Cole says
Well he has a point. Maybe I should pick a name that will combine both me & Shawn. Will combine something out of fashion but yet will be modern
Math exams are easier than this.
My relationship with Shawn used to be like art. Plus ,music is a type of art. And love too. WAIT
Art, which can be short form of Arthur. Like we can call the baby Art.
Well, picking a name is actually easy . But not that easy.
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I'm actually moving the story quickly so I can add Shawn in the story 😂 two chapters left until Shawn is added in the story 🤘🏻
I'm actually gonna publish those two chapters within two days 🤷🏼♀️
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