Regrets

30

I previously called my dad and told him that Art and I are coming to LA tomorrow. He seems pretty excited about that.

"So, you are telling me that you moving back to LA just because Chloe indeed sued you?" Cole asks as Sky helps me pack my things

"I'm not going to LA because Chloe sued me. I'm going to LA because I want to. There's a difference. I'm just going to stay there with my son. " I say , zipping one of the luggage

"Yeah but it's Shawn's son as well. " Cole says

"I'm sorry but by who's side are you?" Sky asks him and I can tell that she is pissed

"I'm here for the tea honey" Cole says

He is the diva of the family

"But I want to stay here" Art says in his sweet baby voice

"I know baby. But hey, it will be cool there. " I say , trying to cheer him up

"No it won't" Art says

He is three years old and already has an attitude. Well, I guess he got that from Shawn

"Come on Art. If we need us, we will be in the living room" Cole says , picking up Art and walking to the living room

As soon as they walk out of my room, Sky closes the door. I know she is going to give a speech

"Are you stupid? Violet, I love you. You are my sister. But this is crazy. You should stay here, in NYC and simply don't give a damn about Chloe. " Sky says as I sit down on my bed

Well, actually it's not that simple. It's much more complicated

"There's a possibility that Chloe can take Art away from me. " I say and Sky freezes

She slowly walks towards me and sits down. She sure didn't expect that

"What do you mean? She can't take Art away from you. Can she? I mean, you are his mom" Sky asks me

"Of course she can. I asked dad about it. She can say that I didn't tell Shawn about my pregnancy. Most importantly, she can lie" I say , trying to hold in my tears

"Yeah but that's doesn't make any sense. Chloe is the one who told you not to tell Shawn about your pregnancy, right? And Shawn knows about. Shit. I just want to slap the bitch out of Chloe. " Sky says

"I mean, Art loves Shawn. And Shawn loves Art. And let's be honest, we all know that you all each other. I just don't get it. Why does she want to ruin everything?" Sky adds

She knows that we keep on talking, I'm going to be a crying mess so we just continue packing my things. I sit on the hard surface of the luggage as Sky tries to zip

I have put everything piece of shit I own in there.

After a few moments, my phone starts buzzing and I reach for it. And it's Shawn calling.

I just look at the screen , wondering whether I should I answer it or not.

Eventually, when my phone stops buzzing, I put it on flight mode. I guess I will check all my missed calls and texts when I land in LA tomorrow

Sky just looks at me , without saying anything. She gives me a half smile , before continuing packing

After a few hours , Cole and Sky decide to go to back to their homes since my flight is leaving early tomorrow and I should get some sleep. But I can't sleep

Maybe it's because of this feeling that won't let me sleep.

Anyways, I'm in the balcony , just looking at my phone and doing nothing. I notice that a car is parking outside my house

And to be honest, the car looks familiar. Of course it looks familiar. It's Shawn car.

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