Regrets

16

As soon as I get home, I let Art play around the living room with his toys and put his favorite movie on

Now, my problem is that Shawn knows about Arthur, knows where I live and  what am I going to tell you?

"Momma?" Art asks

"Yes" I reply to him

"Who was he?" He asks referring to Shawn.

"He was my friend. Art, you want to go sleep?" I ask him sitting next to him and he just shakes his head negativity

Art is about 3 years old. Shawn didn't know about him for so long. Shit. I just watch the animated movie with Art, with my thoughts going wild.

Someone knocks on the door and my heart stops beating for a second. Arthur is so calm. He is still a baby ; innocent and not giving a damn about the world

I get up and walk slowly towards the door. I don't have to fear of anything, right? Probably Shawn will sue me . Deep breaths. Deep breaths.

I open the door and see Shawn. Yep, I'm standing here , looking at him and he is looking at me

"We need to talk" Shawn says

"No we don't" I say

"Yes we do. That's my freaking son." Shawn pointing at Art

"You can't prove anything" I say , trying to make him go away

Of course it's his son. Art is like a mini Shawn

"Can I at least sit with him , for a few seconds. We both know he is my son. You kept him a secret from me. How could you?" Shawn says , clearly hurt

I open the door more and let him get in. Art looks at Shawn. Usually, when he is watching this particular movie, nothing can distract him.

Shawn sits next to him with tears in his eyes

"Hey little. I'm Shawn. What's your name?" Shawn asks Art

"Art" Art replies.

Shawn looks at me and I don't know if he likes the name or not

"Your full name is Art?" Shawn asks him

"No. Arthur. But I like Art" He says and Shawn smiles

I guess he likes my creativity.

"You picked the ideal name" Shawn tells me

I feel like someone just punched me. I don't know why. Maybe because Shawn is here , playing with Art. And you remember what Chloe said if Shawn ever happened to see Art

Shawn takes one of Art's car toys and plays with him. This is such a cute scene. They are both happy

I sign softly and walk to my room to leave my bag and then come back. When I get back in the living room, Shawn isn't here. Either is Art.

Holy shit. The door is open. He took Arthur with him . I don't know what to do. I just go to Sky's house

I start knocking on her door like a crazy person until she opens the door

"What the fuck happened?" Sky asks me

"Is Shawn here?" I ask her

"Why would Shawn be here?" She asks me confused

"Shit. I went to the park with Art and Shawn was there too. He saw Art and I started running home but he followed. He knocked on my door , he wanted to see Arthur and I was like ' okay '. I went into my room to leave my bag and the next moment, Shawn and Art are gone" I explain her

Kuwtk who?

"He did what? Call his number. But you don't have it. Shit. Wait a couple of hours. I'm sure he will just bring him back " Sky advices me

How can I wait to 2 hours? Where's Shawn with Art?

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