It's so weird that Shawn finally heard all his voice mails. Or at least my voice mail.
I always make mistakes. Not the best thought. What am I gonna do now? If he comes here , like for real, everything will change. Why can't I keep my mouth shut?
"Violet , chill the fuck down" Sky says as I walk back and forward in the hallway
"How can I calm down when I know Shawn is on his way here, knowing that I'm expecting his child and neither me and him nor dad wants publicity but this situation will be the highlight of the year. " I say taking deep breaths
"Shawn is a nice guy. He will not do something you both will regret. He will probably break up with Chloe and start everything from scratch." Sky says happily
It feels like im in high school , talking to my best friend about that guy I met. Only difference is that I'm talking to my sister , in our house and a fetus is involved
I just throw my hands in the air and walk into my room , locking the door behind me . I lay down on my bed and look at the ceiling
I'm going to be a mom. Like , that should be something I should be happy for. Right? But how am I gonna raise a child, when practically I'm a child on my own.
I'm not the first one to have a child at the age of 20. Nor will I be the last one. Shawn is engaged. That isn't holding me back from giving birth to our child
Even if he has the opposite opinion , I don't care. I'm good at doing my make up , but not making up my mind
If I have to , I can go to Nebraska if NYC isn't convenient. I can go live with my brother in Nebraska.
Didn't I tell you? I have a brother too. But my dad and him are not in speaking terms anymore because he refused to take over the company after my dad retired. He is now in medical school in Nebraska , living his life alone. I don't know much about him. Since the day he left , like 4 years ago, we have barely talked.
Someone knocks on my door as I try to think of alternative plans .
"Yeah?" I ask , knowing that it is Sky
You can all say for sure that our parents had a fetish for colour- resembling names.
Sky , which represents the blue colour , our brother Cole aka the grey colour or a mixture of it and then it's me , Violet.
"When did you say that Shawn will be in LA?" Sky asks me with figety voice
"According to my calculations , later this evening. I still haven't thought what am I gonna say. I should come up with something to tell him. Ugh" I say , looking at my phone
In less than 3 hours , Shawn will be standing at my door, asking for explanations. I can't cope up with with this situation
"Guess what baby sis" Sky questions me
"What?"
"Shawn won't come " Sky says
"What?" I say kind of confused and surprised .
Why didn't he come? He said so
"Shawn will not come here , mostly because Chloe is here." Sky says and I feel my body numbing
Chloe , Shawn's fiancé , is here?
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