Regrets

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Shawn and I will just talk, right? Just let me move out of the country real quick

Art falls asleep as he is really tired so I put him in his bed.

Shawn is outside, in the balcony, so I walk to him.

"The view is amazing" Shawn says

"It's okay" I say

"I'm talking about you" Shawn says

I'm actually blushing and smiling like an idiot.

"You are still married to Chloe" I say.

"Not for long" Shawn says , sitting down on a chair

"What do you mean not for long? Are you getting a divorce?" I ask him

Shawn looks around, before answering my question

"I don't know. This is messed up. But I do know that Chloe doesn't love me. Yeah, we are married but I feel like she is a stranger to me now" Shawn says.

I look at him and I see that his eyes are watery. Shit

I feel so bad . Like , really bad. I don't even know what to say. Shit .

" When are you going to tell Chloe? " I ask him

"When I get back to the hotel probably. " Shawn says and I nod

So , Shawn is getting a divorce. I really don't know how to feel about that. But I know that Shawn is
sensible. He always thinks before making a decision.

"When are you leaving for Canada?" I ask him again

"Tomorrow morning. I have to make my album perfect and organize a world tour. I wish you and Art could come with me. " Shawn says

"Yeah , it would be nice to be back in Canada but I think we all need some time. " I say and I see a guy taking photos of me and Shawn. Oh fuck off

"I understand. Maybe like soon. Now, let's get inside" Shawn says as soon as he notices the photographer.

I already know that the photos which that guy took will be all around the internet by tomorrow morning. I don't really care though. Did I do anything wrong?

No. Expect from not telling Shawn about his son but that's not my point.

It's so awkward. Like , looking at each other but still not saying anything. Actually, it's both awkward and cute.

"I think you should better go back to your hotel. Maybe clear things up with Chloe and think about the divorce too" I tell Shawn

"You are right" Shawn says , walking towards the door

"Maybe you can text me later" I say as I open the door for him

Our faces are centimeters away. I can feel his breath softly touching my skin. Oh God

If we kiss , would that be considered as ' cheating ' ? I mean, he is indeed planning to break up with Chloe so..

And finally, our lips meet after a long time. His lips are so soft, moving in sync with mine. This is wrong, but feels so damn good. A few moments, we break the kiss

We both smile as we look at each other. It's just like our first date and we were both very shy

"I guess I will text you later " Shawn says , walking out the house

As soon as I close the door , I start fan girling.

I start texting Sky , telling her to come over . And as I have said , Sky is both a sister and a best friend to me.

I feel like Shawn and I should get back together. Don't judge

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This chapter is short ik. I will update soon