I still can't believe that I have two half siblings. I have so many questions. Like, how do they look like or how old they are. Cole seems to be as confused as i am.
Shawn and Art are watching an animated movie while Cole and I are sitting on the couch ,just talking to each other.
"What are you thinking about?" Cole asks me, taking a sip from his tea
Everybody knows how much Cole loves tea. Both metaphorically and literally.
"I'm just wondering to how is mom married" I say, brooding over my thoughts
"It seems like to need a cup of worm tea" Cole says as my voice sounds a little bit croak "And he should be someone wealthy" he adds
"What do you mean?" I ask him, raising an eyebrow
"I mean that he is probably rich"
"I know what wealthy means. Why do you think she is married to someone who is rich?"
"I may sound harsh but mom is a gold digger. She wouldn't leave us for someone who can barely make a living. But of course she would prefer to marry someone who has more money than dad" Cole explains.
He stands up and puts on his jacket " I'm going out for a quick walk" He simply says and I nod
Shawn and Art seem to be too into the cartoons. Of course, it's SpongeBob. Who doesn't love SpongeBob? Squidward but that's not my point.
After watching couple of episodes of SpongeBob, Shawn reaches over to get the TV remote and closes the TV
Art looks at him with a disappointed look which makes him laugh. Shawn picks him up and sits next to me.
"So I guess you are still thinking about it" Shawn says, and I nod in agreement
"About what?" Art asks, resting his head on my chest and yawning
"Nothing" I say, standing up and walking into the bedroom. I put Art on his bed and give him a good night kiss
"Mom?" Art asks me
"Yeah baby?"
"I want a brother or a sister"
"We will think about it" I say , not knowing what exactly to say
Another thing to add in my ' to-think ' list.
"Chloe and I announced our break up" Shawn says , as I walk into the living room and sit down next to him.
I feel like Chloe and my mom have a lot in common
"And how do you feel about that?" I ask him.
I remember my dad asking me this but I would just shrug my shoulders.
"I feel like the fans already knew. Other than that, I'm okay. How about you? I mean, how do you feel that you now have two half siblings"
"I don't know. It's weird since I didn't know that I have half siblings. I didn't even expect my mom to randomly call me but she did. What I can do about it? I don't know if I want to meet them. Cole is still thinking about it as well" I say , sighing softly
We stay in silence for a fee minutes , enjoying each others company.
"Art told me that he wants a sibling" Shawn says , breaking the silence
"Yeah I know" I say, looking at him
Shawn puts one of his hands on my cheek and slowly leans on to kiss me and lips touch mine. And it's then when I decide to be stupid and pull away from the kiss
"What?" Shawn asks me
"I don't know if I'm ready to have another baby" I say, standing up and walking into the bedroom.
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