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13th Friday October 2017

Today I took a shower after almost a week.😅
I didn't eat too much in breakfast or snack.😁
I need to pray every prayer.😌
I have my first culture presentation and we still can't choose a topic because I want to talk about advertising but they want pop music and soap opera.😒
Today is jimin's Birthday 🎂 🎉🎉😛😝😝❤️❤️💗💗😍😍

17th Tuesday October 2017

Today I have decided that I will not limit myself to only watch BTS stuff but I will accomplish some things I wanted to do for a very long time like :
Praying all the prayers everyday
Working out / Dancing
Studying Harder for Better Grades
Sketching / Writing
Taking Care Of MySelf
Sleeping Early

How I will do that :

I'm going to pray first thing in the morning after I brush my teeth
I'm going to take at least half an hour in the morning to workout / Dance
I'm going to take a shower twice everyday
I'm going to take the time to care of my skin
I'm going to prioritize my Studying
I'm also going to try to sleep earlier

20th Friday October 2017

Today I have decided to pray every prayer with love and 54o3 as well as being patient and disciplined and have patience with my parents and be nice to everyone around me ..
I want to become the best me !

18/10/2017
Thoughts :

I'm your typical college introvert ,it's not that hard though since I actually enjoy being alone. For those who don't know there's a difference between loneliness and being alone . I rarely feel loneliness though I'm almost always alone ,Because I actually believe in god and that HE is watching over us, if I get sad or mad or even happy i always talk to him because I know He's listening to my prayers.
Girls here often consider college as a new world where as it's pretty much the same as high school except it's a tad harder and a bit more peaceful.they often think of college as a place to find a husband , since our society has established in their young minds that a girl's life begins only after she gets married,and all the education she's had throughout her life is useless if she remains unmarried. Off course there's a big portion that believes that a girl's life is hers to decide and that education is important for her to have a life of her own without getting married , but still parents get much more excited and feel more elated when they hear of their daughter's engagement proposal rather than hearing of her great marks and educational accomplishments, that's because they too have that concept embedded in their minds from a young age.

4/11/2017
Dream:
We were at the university and after a lecture we decided to go to one of our girls' birthday but in the metro me and my sister we got out on another station before ours and my sister knew this person who was a terrorist but she only knew her to work like a double agent although she didn't move when she told her that they were going to destroy our department and then i started panicking and crying while saying that I have a really bad feeling that someone is going to get hurt and I tried calling the others but they didn't pick up while on the train I saw a Video of Jimin getting beaten and scratching the floors as if he was a hostage and then I told her that we should go warn the others and she agreed and while we were on our way we saw someone get out of a tokotok holding a baby and started shooting the police and then he shot at us and I started covering us with a bag full of books and other things he first shot at me after I screamed from shock then shot at my sis but I protected her with the bag and tried to get in front of her then a police man shot the other man in his eye and we were very relieved and after that I saw another video of Jimin and BTS talking about the incident and saying that it was a good thing they informed the authorities and the police and he was very content and proud And I think that I saw myself as Jimin??? Whatever it was a very emotional dream but it was entertaining as well.