27th May 2020

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I feel somewhat more anxious today than I have in a little while, and I don't know if that's just me or is it the coffee or is it a little bit of both..
Anyways, I'm trying to do as much as I can today without sleeping because I need to start sleeping early at night Insha'Allah. I also feel a bit dizzy, but it's probably because of the lack of sleep since I woke up yesterday at 4:00pm after sleeping at 8:00 am.😭😅

I was also daydreaming when I couldn't sleep and thinking of how badass I would be if I knew me better then and knew better in general and didn't give an F about anyone..; however, I believe that I still have a chance to do better and get to know me and the goodness in the world better..✨ I know that it's such an idealistic and optimistic way of looking at life, but I really miss being this optimistic🌝 and resilient☕️✨ and also disciplined☕️. I hope that soon we all become better versions of ourselves to us and to the world in a way.. I hope we can find some inner peace and become more present in these precious moments.🌸 I hope that we become more healthy and happy as well.🌻

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