I've decided to delete the quarantine journal since I found it had nothing more than this one, it was even more lacking on the content of my days, so I deleted it..
I was also rewatching step up the movie and I've come to realize that most of the time when I give into the temptations of instant gratification rather than do the work that needs to be done, it's mainly because I don't feel confident in my ability to do what I'm supposed to do right.. I always get anxious and super worried right before I decide to give up or procrastinate just because I convince myself that I don't care. I think I do it out of fear and try to calm my brain with the "fact" that I don't care so that I stop being anxious, but I end up ruining myself and giving up or half-assing something that is very important to me..
I will try to work on this issue and try to redirect my anxiety into excitement or into something that I enjoy doing and still good for me, like dancing.
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RandomThis is my diary. I write here because I can't bring myself to make a physical journal , so if you wish to read it then read it. I'm going to track all of my goals and mental state in this just to achieve my goal of being more aware of my self and t...
