In my freshmen year of college I was starting to develop anorexia but thank god I didn't make a habit out of it or else I'd be in a really bad place rn.. that is not to say that I'm perfectly healthy because I'm not doing all the healthy things I should be doing.. but now that I'm less stressed I'll try to help my body as well as my mind. It's just because I've been feeling really lethargic lately and can't sleep early unless I stay up for a whole day.. I feel that I can't function without coffee, yet when I drink it I get more heart palpitations and I even get shaky.. I think about a lot of things I want to do by then I get too tired to do anything, not even house chores.
I'm not sure what I'll do about it except trying to make healthier choices and do anything as soon as I think of doing it, but only if it's something good for me.Also, I think I finally understand why I'm like this:
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My Journal
RastgeleThis is my diary. I write here because I can't bring myself to make a physical journal , so if you wish to read it then read it. I'm going to track all of my goals and mental state in this just to achieve my goal of being more aware of my self and t...