23rd January 2020

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I'm tired.
I don't want to do anything for a while.
I feel like I want to isolate myself and not speak or hear anyone else.
I just want to sleep and not have anyone get angry or upset at me.
My dad wants me and my sisters to go with him to a gathering for his dad's memorial.
However, I really don't want to, and don't feel like I would be ok with it, but I feel that dad would be upset if I don't because my little sister is already not going and only my older sister is, so would it be insensitive of me to not go? Or is it okay? Would he forgive me? Or would he hold a grudge??😒

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