Bitter Submission ✓

Chapter Thirty Six

| Thirty-Six |

|Luxinia|

The way Jesse was kissing me made me feel like I was the only thing that kept him alive. And I was completely okay with that. He pushed me up against the shower wall, cupping my face and kissing me so intensely that it felt as if the world dropped away and it was just me and him. He kissed me hard and every time he pulled back he would bite on my bottom lip. I didn't know where to put my hands and eventually, he caught on to that so he gripped my wrists and pinned them above my head with one hand. His other hand gripped my jaw tightly as he took possession of my lips. For this moment I was completely and utterly his. 

"Fuck," He whispered, "you're turning me on and I don't want to be aggressive and try to take control of you, but my sex energy, it's hard not bringing it out. The demon in me... I can't control it."

"Then don't," I breathlessly replied, my heart beating a mile a minute. The beast in me wanted him to take ownership of me. I wanted, no--needed--all of him right this instant. I didn't care how because I knew what I felt right now was real and it wasn't the sex energy. For the first time, I would revel in the sex energy, since it would act like pure ecstasy for me.

His eyes locked on to mine. "Lux. Don't. Fucking. Say. That." He managed to say. His eyes were turning black and I could see him clamping down on his lengthened teeth. He didn't want to hurt me. Jesse dropped his head on my shoulder and released his grip on my wrists.

"Jesse, I want you to be the sex demon I need right now. Please, I need this," I moaned, feeling my pussy ache. I wanted every fiber of his being pressed against me, inside me.

Jesse groaned and threw his head back, taking a deep breath. "No," he gritted, "I promised myself I wouldn't try to treat you as a submissive, but as an equal."

"We still can be," I took his hand and brought it up to my throat, "choke me please."

Something snapped in Jesse because his whole body because rigid and stiff. His hand tightened on my throat and he leaned forward. "Is this what you want?" His eyes met mine and I could see how hard it was for him to control his true nature. 

Jesse wanted to devour me.

A shudder found it's way down my spine at the thought.

I nodded eagerly, feeling my air being cut off. I instantly felt the feeling of being high with no oxygen. The room around me spun and I rolled my eyes to the back of my head for a moment. I gasped for breath and Jesse caught my mouth with his, ravishing my tongue. Kissing him was like we were fighting for control, fighting for the one who would be on top. I felt as if I was having an out of body experience. 

"Say it. Tell me this is what you want," he snapped, pinching my nipple. He pulled hard, making me cry out from the pain. 

"I want this," I croaked out.

"Say my name," Jesse growled, his hand traveling down to my pussy. His finger separated my pussy lips and grazed my clit. I jumped and moaned softly.

"Jesse please, touch me there." I arched my body into his hand, rubbing my pussy against his non-moving hand. 

His middle finger slid inside me and I eagerly opened my legs more. I wanted his hard cock inside me more than anything, but I could be patient. I would wait. I was his sub after all. He inserted another finger and he slowly went in and out fucking me with only his two fingers. And here was I moaning like a bitch in heat with only his two fingers. I gyrated my hips matching his rhythm.