Bitter Submission ✓

Chapter Forty Four

| Forty-Four |

|Luxinia|

I guess I had fallen asleep while reading Olivia's diary since I was tucked into bed and I had Jesse's arms around me. He was fast asleep, looking more peaceful than that time he got drunk at my place. His hair was all over the place. He needed a haircut. The shaved parts were growing in and it made him seem younger. 

I stared at him while I thought about the things that I read in Olivia's diary. I didn't know what Daemon thought this book would do for me, but it confused me even more. What were these Lilin beings Olivia spoke of? Was I the Lilin? Was Silas... my father? I wanted to wake up Jesse and talk to him about this, but after what he just went through, I couldn't dump all of it on him. I would just have to find out on my own. 

I huffed and watched Jesse move slightly, tightening his grip on me. His body was pressed against mine and I cursed myself when I started to become horny from his touch.

Jesse had all his guards down and here I was getting turned on by him holding me. He was already going through enough, he didn't need to go through me perving on him. I closed my eyes and snuggled closer to him. 

When I awoke again, it was from something particular rather than me waking up on my own. Jesse's magic was flowing around us, getting me hornier than earlier. I moaned and shook him awake. 

"Mmm?" He mumbled, his head nuzzled in my breasts.

"Keep your sex energy in check," I muttered, cranky, my nipples hardening slowly.

Jesse raised his head and slid his silvery gaze to mine. "No."

I raised a brow. "Huh?"

Jesse's hooded gaze slid over mine and a chill skimmed down my back.

He leaned in and kissed me hard and unforgiving. He was on me like a panther. The weight of his body pinned me against him and the bed. Jesse kissed me roughly and sloppily, turning me on. I let his sex energy turn me on further instead of sucking it in. I allowed myself to be swept up in his demanding touch. "Please give me this," he whispered, his hand traveling down to my shorts. 

Jesse tugged the hemline of my shorts and slide them down my legs, my underwear along with them. I shook my head. "Let me give you pleasure."

Jesse's eyes ignited, he grabbed me by my hair roughly and pulled me up. "Open," He said bluntly. My mouth betrayed me and fell open before I had a chance to think. His hard cock slid into my mouth easily.

"Suck me off, Lux," he ordered as if I didn't know what to do his cock. As if I was an inexperienced woman. Well, I would prove him wrong. I licked, sucked, and kissed his cock, hoping to give him a good distraction from everything. He yanked my hair back, making me fight to suck on his hardened member. I could tell he was getting close to coming from the groans coming from his throat. I was ready to finish him off when he yanked me by my hair again.

"Enough. Stand up." Jesse ordered. This was not the man with whom I was familiar with. This was someone deep and carnal within him coming out. This is was Greater Demon Storm. "Bend over the side of the bed." This definitely wasn't the man who got drunk on faerie wine and cried on my lap. Somehow this demanding presence that rolled off him ignited something in me. I found this to be enticing.

I bent over the bed, my ass in the air. I focused on spreading my legs and raising my ass enough for him to comfortably get a good view.

"Very good," his voice sent shivers down my spine and being helpless was something I normally didn't like, but this excited me. I was looking forward to what was coming next. "Stay still."